the announcement of my decision meant nothing to herâwhich, for all I knew, it didnâtââsafe journey, then. Do you know where youâre going?â
âIâm keeping my options open.â
âHow about home? Certainly itâs been a while since you last visited with friends and family.â
âHome.â I laughed bitterly. âYou obviously donât know Gunk.â
âGunk?â Page clearly had no idea what I was talking about. âYou mean, like . . . the crud that gathers in the corners of your eyes while you sleep . . . ?â
âNo, thatâs the city where I was born.â
âYouâre joking.â
âIâm serious. Well . . . calling it a âcityâ might be kind of joking. Town. Village. Hamlet, actually, and even that might be kind of generous. Itâs somewhere east of Brightwood.â
âAnd it was actually called Gunk?â
âIf weâre going to be strictly accurate and aboveboard and all, I have to admit that that wasnât its actual name. But thatâs what my brothers and I called it.â
âAha, so there,â said Page. âSee? You have brothers. You can go and visit them.â
âNo, I donât have brothers.â
âBut you just said . . .â
âI have none. I had three. Three older brothers.â I sounded rather conversational about it. It was not without effort, for even though it was quite some time ago, the recollections were still like an open wound for me. âMy eldest brother, Jason, was killed in a duel with an irate farmer, who also happened to be the husband of Jasonâs last sexual conquest.â Those circumstances resonated particularly strongly for me when I considered my own activities earlier that day. âThe duel was fought using pitchforks, and my brother, who had never done an honest dayâs work in his life, made the fatal mistake of holding the farming tool the wrong way round.
âThen there was the second eldest, William. For whatever reason, even though he wasnât the closest to me in age, William was the one who I always felt the greatest kinship to. I got much of my sense of humor from him, and when I was reluctant to join in the family tradition of earning money through scams and bilking, William was the one most inclined to support my decision instead of calling me âweakâ or âgutless.â I preferred the prospect of being a street performer, you see. Having people give me their money willingly in compensation for my efforts to entertain them, at all of eleven years old. Of course, as the audiences would gather, laughing heartily at my jokes, my brothers would work the crowd and relieve them of their purses and valuables without their knowledge.â
âAnyway, shortly after Jason wound up on the business end of a farming implement, William was arrested for trying to run a con game on the wrong person: a passing plainclothes townâs guard. He was taken to Bowerstone and was never heard of again.â
âFinn, Iâm so sorry,â she said softly.
âBut wait, thereâs more!â I said with far more exuberance than I should have displayed, as if this was something that was genuinely a good thing. âThere was my big brother, Quentin, who contrived to accumulate enough gambling debts to have a price put on his head. Quentinâs death I remember most clearly of all, because I got to see it with my own two eyes. When the assassins and bounty hunters came to collect his suddenly valuable head, I did what I could to protect him. But no matter how accurate the shots from my rifle, nothing could change the fact that I was shooting peas instead of bullets. I had not yet been able to afford a real weapon, you see,â I continued when I saw the question in her eyes. âMy brothers had instead gotten me a pellet gun because theyâd discovered my knack for shooting with nearly
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