supernatural accuracy. They set up a booth at the local fair in which they challenged all comers to pit their targetpractice skills against me. Me, who was scarcely out of short pants. I must have seemed easy pickings, but, obviously, I was not. Once we got done fleecing all the local clods, we soon had to rely on traders, passersby, and occasional tours of neighboring villages, out of which we would more often than not be run by the authorities.
âWhile my accomplices spent or gambled most of their earnings, I saved every gold coin I could to fulfill my burning ambition of exploring Albion one day and becoming a great adventurer, such as the ones whose stories I read in two-penny pamphlets and thirdhand storybooks. Every day and every night, Page, I dreamt of getting out of that damned place. So why in the name of any of the gods would I go back there, especially with such wonderful memories attached to it?â
âAnd . . .â She hesitated to ask. âAnd what of your parents?â
âMy poor, shop-keeping parents? Tell me, Page: What do you think the fates of their three eldest wound up doing to them?â
She didnât answer. She didnât have to. I knew, and she more or less obviously figured it out.
Instead, she stared at me, her gaze fixed upon me, and she said, âYou never told me any of this before. Youâve always been vague about your life. Why?â
âBecause I didnât want you looking at me the way you are now, with that sort of oblique pity.â
âItâs not pity. I mean, I feel bad for you, butââ
I put up a hand and waved her off. âDonât. All right? Just . . . donât.â
âOkay.â She shifted uncomfortably in her seat. âWhatever you say. So if youâre going to go, then go. You have to do whatâs best for yourself.â
âAnd so do you,â I said. âWhy not come with me?â
The edges of her mouth turned upward ever so slightly. âIs that an example of the sense of humor you displayed on the streets of Gunk?â
âIâm completely serious,â I said.
âIs that why you came here? To ask me to join you in wandering aimlessly around Albion?â
âYou say that like itâs a bad thing. Truthfully, I came here because I didnât want to just disappear without telling you that I was leaving. But now I see you here, by yourself, without any true mission or purpose no matter how much you might claim otherwise, and all I can think is that itâs an utter waste of potential. Come with me.â And I was truly warming to the idea. âWe would make a great team. We already have made a great team. You and I, exploring, adventuring. No cares or responsibilities beyond a dedication to accomplishing great and amazing things. And if things here in Bowerstone deteriorate for some reason, you can always come back here and pick up where you left off.â
âOr,â she said, âI could stay here and continue to monitor the situation in order to try to prevent things from deteriorating to an unmanageable degree.â
âAnd whatâs your endgame?â
âExcuse me?â
âI mean, how long does this go on? Do you just stay down here in the sewers, watching, waiting, monitoring the world with constant suspicion until you grow old and die?â
âLetâs hope not,â she said. âBut if thatâs what is required, then thatâs what shall be.â
I studied her, and it was as if there was a shroud upon her. Not a real one, of course, but one that she had draped over herself so that no one in the world could see beneath it to the real her, whatever that might be. âWhat happened in your life,â I said, âthat made it so that you feel you are utterly undeserving of happiness?â
She laughed at that. âAnd is that what wandering about Albion with you would amount to, Finn? Is that what you define as
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