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up, but he’s too heavy and I’m getting tired. I feel his tongue at the base of my neck sweeping down my spine. I still…trying to formulate a plan.
    “Good girl. Although I like it rough too.” He reaches under me and starts to undo my button and zipper on my jeans. He’s going to have to get off me to pull my jeans down. I’m still at the end of the bed with my feet dangling in the air. He pulls my jeans over my hips violently and gets up on his knees between my legs, scooting back as he forces my jeans and panties down. I feel his weight shift and realize he’s off the bed, this is my chance. I bend my knees and kick my feet out as hard as I can. He hits the floor with a thud and I jump up. My jeans are around my knees so I can’t run and can’t pull them up with my hands still zip tied behind my back.
    He jumps up and tackles me. My head cracks against the bed frame on the way down and I can feel the blood pouring down my neck. I’m kicking and jerking and screaming now. He starts punching me over and over and over viciously. I’m going to pass out soon. I can feel consciousness slipping away with each blow. I spit in his face and scream bloody murder!
    “You fucking cunt!!” he screams into my face, raises his fist back and lands it right across my jaw. Blackness takes over.
    I hear screaming but it’s muffled and I can’t figure out where it’s coming from. Liam’s hand is inside me and he’s biting my hip like a rabid animal, I’m sure he drew blood. I hear wood splintering and he’s gone. The screaming is louder now, but I can’t open my eyes to see who it is or what’s happening. My ears are ringing and I think I’m going to puke. Something soft and warm is on top of me now and I’m scooped up off the floor, but my body is completely limp.
    “Shannon? Can you hear me?” Callaghan is in my ear, soft but panicked. “Dude she is totally fucked up! Her hands are fuckin’ zip tied! Get me something to cut her loose.” He’s shaking. “Shannon? Shannon?!” I can hear him, but I can’t talk and I can’t move anything. My hands are free and Callaghan pulls me closer to his chest, cradling me like a baby. He pulls my hand to his face. “Shannon if you can hear me move your fingers. Just a tiny movement to let me know you’re still with me.” I use every last bit of energy I have and twitch my hand. He lets out a sigh.
    Callaghan lays me down in the bed. I can hear a lot of talking but I can’t make out any specifics until I hear hospital. I can’t go to the hospital. Not again. I’m still a minor, and with Uncle Mick in the hospital they’ll call social services. No, not again. I start to shake my head as much as I can.
    “What is it Shannon?” I hear O’Sullivan in my ear. “Guys she is freakin ’ the fuck out over here. What Shannon? What is it?” O’Sullivan is right next to my face, I can feel his breath on my skin.
    “No hospital,” I barely breathe it out. I can’t move my jaw, which I’m guessing is broken.
    “Shannon you’re really hurt. You need a doctor now. We have to get you to a hospital,” he whispers in my ear. I shake my head as violently as possible. I wish I could explain, but I can’t, he needs to understand. I grab his wrist and squeeze with every ounce of strength I can muster.
    “Okay. Okay no hospital. Cal you have to call your dad. She won’t go to the hospital, but she’s all sorts of fucked up over here. She needs someone to look at her.” I let out the breath I was unaware I was holding, and let sleep consume me.
    I wake up and I’m being carried. I try to open my eyes, but I can’t make them.
    “Shannon,” Callaghan’s calming voice is in my ear. “I’m takin’ you to my dad’s office. He’s a doctor.” I feel my pulse pick up and I fear I’ll be found out. “Don’t worry, no hospitals. Just my dad, I promise you’re safe.” I relax as he sits and a door shuts. I hear another voice talking to Callaghan, but I can’t make