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Instead of being downright rude, I will let him walk me to my car— but that is all he will be doing.    
         “My car is over there.” I tell him as I point to the parking lot the truck is located in. We reach the truck. I open the driver’s side door, hop up into the truck, lean over and place the books into the passenger seat. I can practically feel Stone watching me. I turn around and catch Stone viewing my curves with lust in his eyes. 
         I have seen that look by plenty of men. Many of which would never make me theirs, they just wanted to fuck me and then move on to their next victim.
         As much as Stone is making my hormones rage, I have my guard up and I refuse to be played. Stone fits the description of the usual “fuck’em and leave’em” jerkoff to exact specifications.
         “I guess I will see you around.” I state then look at my watch.
         “Damn, I have to get going. I am going to be late for my shift at the diner.” I state inwardly.
         “ Yes, I will see you around.” Stone tells me. I step into the truck and he shuts my door behind me.
         I turn the ignition and wave at him as I drive off.
         Maybe he is different. He didn’t try to get my number or press up on me. He probably was just being nice. I probably was overthinking.
         “Heck, he probably doesn’t even like big girls.” I think to myself and laugh aloud.
         Brent surely did a number on me. I hate when I overanalyze every little thing in regards to guys. The sad part about it all is, I don’t even think Brent recognizes just how much he hurt me and how much damage he has caused.
         What is even worse, I honestly believe he wouldn’t care if he did.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

 
    Chapter Five
    Take a Ride on the Wild Side
     
    9 Hours Later
     
         I finished my shift at the diner. Now, I can tackle my favorite work related task. Reading and answering the questions submitted for my weekly column. I always try to guess who the person is that submitted the question since the questions are done anonymously.
         I place my MacBook Pro on my counter height dining table. I sign on my company’s email account. Afterwards, I open the first email.
     
    From: Naughty Housewife
    To: [email protected]
    Date: Monday, Jun 9, 2014 at 12:27 PM
    Subject: Desperate For Advice Housewife
     
    Dear Star,
    I have a major conundrum. I really need some advice on this. I have been with my husband for quite a while. I have been attracted to him since we were in middle school. I waited for the day when he would see how much I desired him. I envisioned the day that we would make love. Then finally we did, and it was… not really what I expected. Although he is dynamite in bed, no one has been able to compare to the man I lost my virginity too. So much so, that I have been having an affair with this man during the entire duration of my husband and I courtship and marriage. I really don’t want to hurt my husband. I had no intention of being a cheating wife. When I was a little girl, I always saw myself being my husband’s trophy wife but I didn’t just want to sit and look pretty. I wanted to ensure that our home would always be taken care of as well. I have been engaging in this torrid secret love affair for a very long time. I love my husband. But I don’t think I am in love with my husband. He just doesn’t ignite that burning desire in me like my secret lover does. One other thing is my secret lover isn’t financially stable. On the other hand, my husband is. I am not a gold digger but I am accustomed to being taken care of a certain way. However, my secret lover just landed a major contract within his field and he will be expanding his company in a couple of months which means he will be able to provide for me. He always told me that he would take care of me and that he wanted to marry me when the