family was joining them at the lake, then he would make sure his family would be at the lake too.
My mom put her hand on her hip. I could tell she was annoyed with me, since she breathed in and out twice. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. âThatâs your fatherâs job.â
âWell, there you go, then,â I said simply. âYou said it yourself. Itâs Dadâs job to be down there, mingling. Itâs my job to sit up here and try to take part in the summer you dragged me away from back home.â I smiled and waved my phone in the air. âIâm going to participate in my real life via text, so it will almost be like Iâm at home with my real friends.â I looked her straight in the eye and smiled. âFun summer, huh?â
She stared back, stone-faced. Then she studied me carefully. âAre you picking your nails again?â she asked. âWhy do you do that? Canât you just leave well enough alone?â
âI like my bloody stumps, thanks.â I started to wiggle my fingers in the air, taunting. But then I realized Iâd already pushed my limit, so I quickly stuffed my hands under my body to try to prevent any further conversation about them. âYou know itâs a habit.â
âWell, break it,â she demanded, then stormed out of theroom. She banged around in the kitchen for a while, while I stared at the blank screen on my phone.
Through the open window in my bedroom, I could hear the sounds of people gathering in the common outdoor area in the center of all the cabins. Iâd forgotten about the get-to-know-you barbecue. Now I was stuck making a choice: Stay inside with one critical, crabby, and stranger-anxious mom, or brave the group of misfits again and see if there was anyone worth my time. I heard the ding of the tiny microwaveâLean Cuisine dinner!âand knew it was an easy choice.
When my mom was nuking broccoli, things were about to start to stink.
Chapter Four
O utside, a campfire was already roaring and several barbecues had been loaded with charcoal. There were probably about thirty people altogether, enough that I should have been able to hide and observe for a while before Iâd have to find someone to talk to. But instead of me getting to stand back, coolly watching, my dad spotted me and ruined everything. As soon as he saw me, he called me over to where he stood with a group of people who were all wearing socks and sandals.
âIsabella, Iâd like you to meet Chuck and Craig, who run the design team.â Two dudes, both in plaid shorts, said hello. One of themâChuck? It really didnât matterâhad a piece of lettuce or something stuck in his teeth, and no one had beennice enough to give him a heads-up. I thought about saying something, but my dad spoke again before I got the chance. âAnd this is John, who does our media strategy.â John winked, and I did my best to smile back. John seemed like a creep. âOf course, you already know Erica Winter, the big boss.â My dad laughed, and Erica the Big Boss joined him even though it wasnât the least bit funny. The whole scene was disturbing. Erica should have been offended that someone called her Big, when she was anything but, but it didnât seem to bother her.
âNice to meet you all,â I said, understanding that my job was to smile and pretend to be the great daughter my dad wished he had. âGood to see you again, Ms. Winter.â
âItâs Erica,â she said. âNo need for formality at the lake.â
âRight,â I said, nodding and smiling like a puppet. I watched as my mom picked her way down the cabin stairs, her smile forced. She strolled up to stand beside my dad and greeted the other adults. It was always so embarrassing, watching my mom with adults she didnât knowâshe smiled really awkwardly, and said, âSo . . .â a lot to make up for any lulls in the