âItâs fine.â Bailey stood there, waiting for something. I didnât know what. I squinted at her and asked, âDo you want me to give you some money for the Coke?â
âOh,â Bailey said, her blue eyes wide. Thatâs when I noticed for the first time that Bailey was really pretty. Herhair was curly and long, and this really cool copper color. She had tiny freckles that dotted her cheeks, the kind Iâd always wanted. She looked a little like the American Girl doll that Iâd loved when I was little. But unlike my doll, who always had on the cutest clothes, Bailey was dressed in ripped shorts and a too-big T-shirt. Also, her hair was sort of crazy and flyaway, like sheâd been shoved in the back of someoneâs closet for too long. That video camera Iâd seen her with earlier was stuffed in her back pocket, which made it look like she had some sort of unfortunate growth on her butt. âNo, of course you donât have to give me money.â After a pause, she quietly added, âYouâre welcome.â
The other kids in the group were looking at me funny. Thatâs when I realized I had forgotten to say thank you. I knew it was rude to say nothing when sheâd gone and fetched me a soda, but I really did just forget. It wasnât an intentional diss. But I also knew that if I caved and said thanks now, after Bailey had prompted me, I would look pitiful. So instead, I just popped open the top of my soda and took a big swallow.
âIâm Brennan,â Lobster Boy said suddenly. So suddenly that I choked on my soda a little bit. âAnd this is my brother, Zach.â He pointed at the bug-roasting kid, who was wearingnothing but a pair of swim trunks. âIn case you were wondering.â
âIsabella,â I said in response. âItâs nice to meet you.â
âThis is my little sister, Madeline,â Ava said quietly. âSheâs ten. I know she looks older than me.â Ava blushed. Even though she was younger than her sister, Madeline was at least as tall as Ava. Ava was short and wiry, while Madeline was tall and strong-looking. The only thing that made them look like sisters was their matching white-blond hair.
âAnd that guy over there, the one getting sticks for marshmallows, is Levi,â Brennan said. âHe likes to whittle.â
âWhistle?â I asked, wondering if Brennan had a lisp.
âWhittle,â Lobster Boy Brennan said slowly, as though I was stupid. âWood.â
I shrugged, still confused. âOh.â I felt all their eyes on me, as though I was supposed to say something more. As if everyone in the world had heard of whittling, and I was some sort of weirdo for being clueless. They all continued to stare. It felt like minutes passed, but it was probably only about two seconds. Still, Iâd never been in this position beforeâwhere people were expecting me to say something, but I had nothing at all to say. It almost felt like they were auditioning me for the role of âFriendâ in a TV movie or something. But Iâmnot the kind of girl who auditions. People just want to be my friend. Thatâs the way itâs always worked, for as long as I could remember.
But even as I tried to convince myself of that, I kept getting more and more nervous. It was obvious that Brennan, Zach, Bailey, Ava, Madeline, and Levi all knew each other. Knew each other well , in fact. I was the outsider. âWhatâs whittling?â I asked finally, just to get them to stop staring. Maybe someone would say something and break the uncomfortable silence. My pinkie fingernail had started to bleed again, and I hadnât even realized I was picking at it. I tucked it against my palm, hoping no one would see.
âWhittling,â Levi said from behind me, âis this.â He poked me in the back with some sort of stick that heâd shaved into a fine point with a small knife.