whoever saw that much got a good look at me? What if he can identify me?â
âIf he could identify you,â JD says, âthe cops would be here already and they wouldnât have to put that description out to the media.â
That makes sense. Then I remember something. âWhat about my clothes? Are they still in your dryer?â
JD shakes his head again. âI took care of them.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âThose CSI guys on TV , they can find all kinds of things youâd never even know were there. So I took our clothes and I burned them.â
This surprises me and, to be honest, scares me a little. It makes me think that maybe JD isnât as calm as he looks. Maybe heâs worried too.
âWhen did you do that?â I say.
âThis afternoon, after school.â
âWhere?â I say.
âYou donât have to worry about that,â JD says. âJust some place out of the way.â
âDid anyone see you?â
âNo.â
âYou sure?â
âYeah, Iâm sure. And I made sure that the fire burned everything. Then I shoveled up all the ashes and buried them in another place away from where I made the fire. Nobodyâs ever going to find those clothes, believe me.â
I start to relax.
âThey didnât even mention the bikes,â JD says. âTheyâre looking for a guy whowas on foot. For all we know, whoever the police have as a witness didnât even see you. Maybe they saw some other sandy-haired guy in jeans nearby. Seriously, Q, take a look around our school sometime. See how many people fit that general description.â
I decide heâs right. We sit down on the couch and JD reaches for the remote. He turns on the TV and we watch a couple of shows together. Then we go into the bathroom and smoke up. By the time he leaves at midnight, I am one hundred percent relaxed. I shove the macaroni casserole into the microwave, nuke it and eat the whole thing. Right afterward, Iâm so tired I canât keep my eyes open. I stagger into bed with my clothes still on and fall asleep. The last thought I have is, Itâs going to be okay.
It isnât.
Chapter Eight
My mother is up early the next morning, which surprises me. Usually when she works late, she sleeps late.
âI have a doctorâs appointment,â she says, looking through from the kitchen at the TV in the living room. Sheâs watching one of those breakfast television shows, the ones that give you news and weather, but also give you cooking tips, decorating tips and interviews with celebrities.
âA doctorâs appointment?â I say. I wonder if I should be worried.
My mother tells me right away, âItâs nothing. Just a routine checkup.â She drinks down the last of her coffee and puts the mug in the sink. She is wiping her hands on a clean dishtowel when thereâs a newsbreak. A reporter is standing outside a police station. Thereâs a plainclothes cop with him who turns out to be a homicide detective. He tells the reporter that the person theyâre looking for in relation to the shooting in an alley was probably riding a bicycle.
âIsnât that terrible,â my mother says. She looks right at me. âI heard it was a kid who did it. Someone close to your age. Why do you suppose a kid would shoot someone like that?â
I donât answer, which is okay. She isnât really expecting an answer. I keep looking at the TV . The reporter asks about violent crime in the city and talks about all the people who have been shot lately. He asks the homicide detective why there is somuch gun crime. My mother grabs her purse and kisses me on the cheek.
âIâm off at nine tonight. Iâll leave supper for you,â she says.
Someone knocks at the door and I hear my mother greet JD. She leaves and he comes in, backpack over one shoulder, just as the police show what they call a composite