replied with a serious expression on his face.
âYouâre joking,â I said.
âWhy should I joke about it, madam? It was for sale and a buyer turned up with thirty-two thousand dollars. The new owners have given us three months to get out. I donât know what they intend to do with it. Live in it, I think. This area has become much sought after recently. But you know that, of course, because you want to buy something here too.â
âOK,â I said, âbut could I have a quick look inside? Just to get an idea of prices.â
The man opened the door wide, but before I was even inside he remarked that he thought he knew me from somewhere.
âYes, weâre more or less neighbours. I have the bookstore on Lokum Street,â I said.
âWhich is Lokum Street?â asked the man. Turks are like that â they donât even know the name of a street two feet away. Thatâs why streets get defined by some building on the corner â say a mosque, pharmacy, supermarket, school or hospital.
âItâs the street that goes down to the Austrian High School,â I said.
âOh,â he said. âIs there a bookstore there? Iâve never noticed. Thatâs strange because I like reading. But I donât really have the time, what with work and so on. You know how it is.â
The building spread along the street like a top-quality limousine gliding round a sharp corner. All the windows at the back looked out over the Bosphorus, which, you will appreciate, was a very rare feature. The views from the first floor were magnificent. The Bosphorus was even visible from the toilet window. On the hill behind, you could see Topkapı Palace on Sarayburnu. If you leant your head to the right, you could see the golden building of Sirkeci station where the Orient Express once terminated, the minarets that had turned the Byzantine Hagia Sophia into a mosque, a car ferry waiting by the shore, a passenger ferry trying to get alongside the jetty at Karaköy, a sombre-looking tanker, and tiny fishing boats that looked like mere specks on the water. In the distance to the left was the Bosphorus Bridge with its constant stream of cars. Oh, the wonders of Istanbul!
The views from the apartment still to be sold would be even more magnificent. After all, it was higher up, on the second floor. The apartments were 220 square metres. I hadnât written that down incorrectly. Exactly 220 square metres, with six rooms plus a living room. No bathroom of course. The building was at least 150 years old. With high ceilings! Yes, it was in a state of decay, but that was the least of my worries just then.
3
I called Kasım Bey the moment I got back to the shop. He said heâd heard nothing about the apartment being sold, but heâd go and see the charityâs lawyer to find out more and would call me back as soon as possible.
âI couldnât get anyone to open the door, so I didnât see inside the apartment you meant. Can you do something about that?â I asked.
âBe patient, miss. Donât be in such a rush. All things come to those who wait,â he said.
But I am not the waiting type. Never have been. I wanted to see my new home that day, or the next day at the very latest. I just couldnât wait to see inside the apartment and plan how I would arrange my furniture, what colour Iâd paint the walls, which room Iâd convert into a bathroomâ¦
Over the previous two years, Iâd had plenty of time to realize that it wasnât much good just sitting around, praying for Turks to dig into their pockets and invest their last cents in a book.
I rushed out of the shop.
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If only I hadnât. If only I hadnât had that horrible row with Selim and become so embroiled in house-buying as a means of getting over it. If only Iâd been calm and patient and waited for Kasım Bey to call.
But that wasnât what happened.
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