is a cruel bastard,â Elena admitted grimly, well aware of Daharielâs penchant for torture. âI wouldnât trust him with my baby, eitherâif I had a baby. Which wonât be for many, many, many,
many
moons.â
The white gold of his wings shimmering in the sunshine, Raphael opened the greenhouse door for her. âYour body is not yet strong enough to bear an immortal child. In our terms, you are a baby and I am robbing the cradle.â
Elena stepped into the humid warmth of one of her favorite places on the earth. âRob away, Archangel.â She was painfully glad she couldnât physically have a child for decades at leastâaccording to Keir, it was more apt to be a hundred years. Terror gripped her when she thought of trying to keep a child safe, of protecting that vulnerable life from harm.
If she ever had to watch her child be hurt, ever had to bury a tiny innocent whoâd looked to her for love and protection . . .
She swallowed.
At times like this, she understood why her father was the way he was; not only had he lost his hunter mother to violence, but heâd then had to bury two beloved daughters and an equally cherished wife. It had killed something vital in him. What had been left hadnât been enough to love a daughter who walked into possible death every time she went to do her job. Heâd been fine with her younger sister, Bethâmaybe not the father heâd once been, but not awful, either.
It was only with Elena that heâd become so . . . hard. The daughter who lived with danger on a daily basis instead of staying safe, staying protected.
Yes, sometimes she understood Jeffrey.
âThe memories haunt you today.â
Elena began to snip off the spent blooms on a cheerful pot of daisies that had been a gift from Illium. âI guess itâs probably because Iâm thinking about Morocco.â Putting the neatlysnipped off blooms in the hand her archangel held out, she showed him where to drop them so theyâd return to the earth.
Only the dry, brown flowers uncurled the instant they touched his palm, gaining color and softness until he held a palmful of bright yellow daisies.
3
âW ell,â he said, âthis is interesting.â
Elenaâs lips twitched, the ache of memory retreating under the brilliant life of today. âGive those to me and touch the dried flowers I havenât yet cut off.â
Nothing happened.
And the next time she put dried up blooms in his hand, they stayed dry. It wasnât a surpriseâfrom what theyâd been able to gather, all the Cascade-born abilities seemed to come and go without warning, like a signal that only transmitted in intermittent bursts. Even Elijah couldnât always call animals, though the ones with whom heâd already bonded tended to hang around even when he couldnât âspeakâ to them.
âAh well,â she said with a sigh. âYouâll be useful again one day.â
Flexing his hand after dropping the dry blooms in a garden sheâd created in one corner of the greenhouse, Raphael made a blue flame dance on his palm. âAs always, I am glad to be of some use to my consort.â
Elena grinned. âMaybe while youâre meeting with the Cadre,â she said, âI can do some research on my roots.â She shrugged. âI donât have much to go on, but there canât be toomany local families with thisââshe gestured to herselfââcombination of hair and skin, right?â
Her motherâs coloring had been very similar; sheâd told Elena once that the near-white of her hair as well as the dark gold of Elenaâs skin came from her grandmother. The memory unfurled like a film reel inside her mind . . .
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âI had a photograph of my
maman
.â Marguerite cut up fabric for a sparkly black skirt Belle wanted. âThe nun who