helped me in the first days after my mother died had saved it, kept it in a secret place, only giving it to me when I was eighteen and no longer a foster child.â
A sadness to her face that made Elena reach out to her. Her mother was a butterfly, colorful and bright and happy. She smelled like flowers. She didnât get sad, didnât cry.
Smiling, her mother leaned in to kiss Elenaâs cheek, the familiar scent of gardenias swirling around her. âAh,
chérie
, you and your sisters make my life a joy.â
The tight thing inside Elenaâs chest melted away. âWhy did the nun keep your photo?â
âShe knew that such treasures get lost when a child is passed from hand to hand.â Marguerite paused. âSister Constance, she had kind eyesâI think she wouldâve raised me as her own if only she was able. But she watched over me from a distance, and found me the day I moved into my own tiny apartment, gave me that photo and another one that sheâd taken the day I saw my mother for the last time.â
A smile. âI was wearing such a pretty dress and coat, and clean, shining shoes. Sister Constance told me I had a bag of snacks and toys with me.â Laughing, she added, âI was maybe a little spoiled, I think, but sweet girls should be spoiled,
non?
â
âThat was the day your mama died?â Elena didnât like thinking about that, didnât like to imagine that maybe, one day, her mother would die, too.
â
Oui
,â Marguerite said, her attention on the pattern for Belleâs skirt. âShe asked Sister Constance to watch me while she went out of town for a work interview, but her bus, it crashed off a jagged ravine. Sister Constance did not knowanything about us except that we lived in Paris, were alone in the world but for one another, and came often to her church.â
Elenaâs mother looked up when Elena didnât respond.
Touching her hand to Elenaâs hair, she shook her head. âMy strong baby, with such a heart. Do not be sadâit was so long ago, in another life.â Marguerite gave Elena a piece of the sparkly fabric to touch. âMy motherâs eyes were the same color as Arielâs and her skin was darker than yoursâlike she had soaked in more of the sun, but other than that, you are a pretty little copy of her.â
âThatâs why my name is Elena.â It wasnât her real name, but it was the name she liked best other than Ellie. Elieanora was so long and complicated.
âYes, just like my
maman
. Elena was her home name, too.â Lines forming between her eyebrows, Marguerite said, âI know it was not her true name, but I cannot remember people calling her anything but Elena.â A smile, a shake of her shoulders. âNo
bébé
knows her mamaâs true name.â
âBeth is too small but I know. Itâs Marguerite Deveraux,â Elena said proudly from where she sat atop the bench attached to the old-fashioned sewing machine her mother preferred over the new one Elenaâs father wanted to buy her; she kicked her legs as she watched her mother while Beth played with her toys on the blanket Marguerite had spread out on the floor.
Belle and Ariel were at school but Elena had been allowed to stay home because she had a cough. Actually, she couldâve gone to school, but Marguerite had smiled and cuddled her and said, âSo, my
chérie
wants her
maman
today. We will be naughty and let you play hooky,
oui?
â
Elena loved her motherâs accent, loved the lyrical beauty of it, loved how gentle Marguerite always sounded. She tried to speak that way sometimes, but her accent was plain old American, her voice that of a child, not Margueriteâs husky gentleness. Now her mother laughed. âYou are smart, my baby.â
Smiles filled her insides. âCan I see the photo?â Elena asked, excited to know something about her
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