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muthafucka!” I yelled.
                  I was getting heated. Zaharra had told me she seen him at the mall with his ugly ass baby mama. All he did was be up in that bitch face when he wasn’t with me. But let him tell it the bitch wasn’t shit to him. The hoe didn’t work and had no life goals yeah right but you laying up with the bitch every chance you get.
                  “I called your Mother Shane she ain’t seen your ass all day so come up with another lie nigga.”
                  I sure did call his Mama see Shane thought because his mother and I didn’t speak tha t I would never call her. Fuck that I did not care that Karen didn’t like me because I was under age I needed to know where my man was. She picked up the phone with an attitude.
                  “Hello,”
                  “Hello Ms. Karen is Shane with you?” I said with a matched attitude. Fuck her I didn’t lie to her son about my age so if he wanted to fuck on me wasn’t nobody business but ours.
                  “No!”She said and hung up the phone old crazy bitch.
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                  “Man don’t get to questioning me and shit Denesha. That’s all the fuck you do is nag.” He said grabbing his coat. “You don’t care about me I’m gone.” He said walking out the door.
                  Oh this muthafucka had me fucked up. He got up and left out the house and it’s nine at night. I knew he wasn’t coming back tonight. I started calling leaving him messages cussing him out. I was upset. I put Daphne in her room and cried myself to sleep.
                  I was awaken by Shane kissing me. I couldn’t believe he came back that night. I knew he loved me just as much as I loved him at that moment. I couldn’t be mad at him. Zaharra could be lying I don’t know but I knew I was sticking by my man. I loved him he treated me good, took care of me, and most importantly Daphne liked him. Over the next couple of weeks Shane did well he took me shopping for the baby. We had fun we went out bowling, to the movies, out to eat, took Daphne and his daughter Jasmine out to play.
                  We spent quality time together he was nothing like Lo. But I still loved Lo. I still wrote him and he sent me letters to his mama’s house. But one thing is I didn’t tell him that I was pregnant. I didn’t know how to break the news to him. He wanted us to get married but I had moved on. I loved him but fuck that he was a woman beater.
                  I was six months pregnant and Lo had just gotten out of jail. My stomach was noticeable. It was big. I couldn’t keep his daughter away from him she was his daughter and he wanted to see her. I had made it clear in my letters that we were not getting together and that it was over. I think he was optimistic though.
                  Nancy did not tell me that Lo was out and had told me to bring Daphne to her. Zaharra and I had wanted to go shopping anyways so now we didn’t have to take her. She said she would keep her overnight so I packed her a bag. It was not unusual for Nancy to take Daphne during the week, so I thought nothing of it.
                  It was cold the middle of winter. I got out the car and grabbed Daphne. She was sleep for her afternoon nap. I walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. And I tell you I almost pissed in my pants because Lo answered the door. He looked good. He had grown his hair out and he looked damn good I tell you. He gave me a huge smile and grabbed Daphne.
                  “Aw I finally get to touch my baby and feel her.” He said he walked into the living room.
                  I looked at Nancy who wouldn’t make eye contact. She had set me up she knew he was coming home and didn’t tell me. She probably knew I wouldn’t come over if I knew he was here. And she was right