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came knocking at my door drunk. Zaharra and I were still up she had just got finished braiding my hair. It was cute she did it in a Mohawk. I answered for Lo. He looked a mess and he needed to shave.
                  He came in and started hugging and kissing me. His breath smelled of alcohol but the kissing was nice.
                  “Lo please stop,” I had to admit his kisses was turning me on.
                  I didn’t know if it was because my hormones or if it was because I still loved him but I was wet. I mean I loved Lo he was my first and even though we were not together it is just not that easy to get over your first. Although he was abusive I still loved him and he was wonderful with our daughter.
                  “Girl stop playing with me” He said kissing me.
                  Zaharra had went in Daphne’s room. Lo lead me to my room and sat me on the bed. He pulled out his penis.
                  “Suck it.” He said I was scared. Last time I tried to suck it he slapped me. “I ain’t gone hit you I was tripping back then suck it for me baby.”
                  At that moment I forgot all about Shane and how much I missed him. I grabbed the head and put it in my mouth. I sucked and slurped his dick and loved every bit of it. I had learned to suck dick from Shane now Shane he was a freak. He laid me down and gave me some of the first dick I had ever had and it felt good just like the first time. That night Lo held me in his arms. I knew I was wrong but I still loved Lo. He was my first and although he hurt me he did do good things for me. It was about two am and I felt a sharp pain and water run down my legs. I woke Lo up.
                  “Lo I think my water broke I gotta go to the hospital.”
                  He got Zaharra up and they drove me to the hospital. I called Shane multiple times and he didn’t answer I left him a message and told him what was going on. Lo wanted to stay at the hospital while I delivered but I made him leave just in case Shane showed up. I didn’t want them to bump heads. Although my water had broke Shane Jr. was taking his precious time it was Saturday and I was still in labor. I called Shane again and he finally answered around three that afternoon. He said he was gone be there. He got there about forty five minutes later. I was surprised I thought he was out of town he got there really quick. It was time to start pushing and I was happy that he had showed up. I was feeling guilty about having sex with Lo but what he didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him.
                  Shane stayed one day with me at the hospital and the last day Zaharra stayed. He said he had to take care of some business. My little man looked just like Shane and I know why because he was getting on my nerves so much. The day arrived where I got to leave the hospital with my baby. Shane came to pick us up in a new car. It was a Toyota Camry and it was red. I liked it I guess he traded the old car in. I must admit it looked nice. He grabbed Shane Jr. and put him in the car. We went to pick up Daphne from Lo and he brought her out to the car. He looked upset but he didn’t say anything he just put her in the car. I kind of felt like I had broke his heart.
                  We got home and I cleaned up while the baby napped. I was in a little pain but I pushed through the pain to make sure my house was clean, plus I had some pain medicine. Shane and Daphne watched television and I cooked some tacos for dinner. Shane Jr. started to cry and Shane jumped up to see what was wrong with him. I was happy that he was a big help while I caught up on my missed assignments. We had already arranged that Jr. was going to go with Shane’s Aunt Mrs. Collin. She was retired and very sweet woman so I trusted her.
                  The first couple of weeks were exhausting adjusting to