closer, together they hit more niggas for more things.
âTonyâs stupid ass gave me a hundred dollars today.â Amra pulled it out of the Coach purse another boy had purchased for her about a month ago. âHis ugly ass will give me anything I want.â
Tasha laughed. âNiggas is stupid. All you got to do is tell âem you love âem, and they be willing to give you anything you want.â
Honey shook her head. âIt ainât the love they want, itâs that ass. You know niggas be trying to fuck, and they will pay any amount for some pussy. You just got to get that shit out of âem. I let them dudes know up front that I ainât fucking for free.â
Tasha responded, âShit, ainât no nigga fucking me for no cash. I ainât even on that level yet. I just be playing with their heads a little bit.â
Amra walked over to her dresser and put the money in her panty drawer. âThatâs why we be getting more money than you. Please believe, them niggas will pay for it. Tasha, you better be real and get them for they money.â Amra reached for the blunt that Honey had just rolled up, something she had picked up from Honey. She hit it and slowly inhaled and passed the weed to Tasha.
She shook her head. âNo, Iâm straight.â
Honey took the blunt from Amra and laughed.
âWhat you scared of?â Amra opened up her bedroom window, so her mother wouldnât smell the weed.
âNothing. I just donât smoke.â
They chilled for a couple hours, then Honey drove Tasha home. They pulled up to Tashaâs house, said their good-byes, and Tasha got out of the car.
When Tasha walked into her house, Lisa, high as usual, approached her, so Tasha just kept walking toward her room.
âWhere the fuck you been, you little bitch? I told you to come home after school. I needed you to do something.â
Tasha just ignored her mother. She wasnât even making sense. She hadnât even talked to her mother for a couple of days, since Ms. Pat had been letting her stay the night at her house. She saw a strange man sitting on the couch and knew that her mother had company.
Lisa pulled Tashaâs arm as she tried to walk past her. âDonât you walk your fast ass away from me. Momma needs a favor.â
Tasha snatched her arm from her motherâs grasp.
Lisa smacked her across the face. âI told you about disrespecting me. Iâm still your momma.â
Iâm tired of this shit. Iâm so tired of this. Iâm out. Tasha walked into her room to get the money sheâd been saving up. She looked in the shoebox under her bed, but it was empty.
Her mother came and stood in her door. âOh, I took that. You shouldâve brought your ass home. How you get that money? Yoâ little ho ass out here tricking?â
Tears came to Tashaâs eyes. She grabbed a bag and went to her closet and started throwing her clothes into it. She grabbed the picture of her once normal mother and put that in the bag as well. I donât have to deal with this, she thought, tears streaming down her face. She grabbed her bag and ran out of her room. She walked into the living room and attempted to walk out the door, but her motherâs friend was blocking it. âMove the fuck out my way!â Tasha yelled. âI donât know you!â She attempted to shove him out of her way.
The strange man grabbed her and held her close to him . . . too close to him. Tasha started twisting and kicking to get out of his grasp. âLet me go! What the fuck are you doing?â she screamed. She felt a hard bulge in his pants. âGet the fuck off me!â
âHe just wants to give you a little kiss, Tasha. Sit yoâ fast ass down. Do Momma this favor,â Lisa said as she watched her friend run his hands all over her daughterâs body. She walked over to Tasha and said, âRelax, baby. It wonât take long. He