Dad. You stay on the line while I get my cell. You know what, Michael? Maybe on his way to the parking lot Dad had a fender bender. Because he didnât mean for you to be alone, Michael. It was careless of him to drop you off, but he thought heâd be back in a second.â
âHeâs not parking the car, Lily. He told me Iâm not the son he had in mind. And then he drove away.â
A hand landed on Michaelâs shoulder. A voice said, âYou okay?â
Michael had been wholly absorbed by his sisterâs voice and the background music of Nathaniel screaming his name. Heâd pressed his face into the silvery chrome of the phone box, getting closer to Lily. So rarely had Michael cried in his life that for a moment he couldnât figure out how his face had gotten all wet.
The man bending over him must be a pilot; blue uniform with several insignia including wings. Michael wiped away the tears with the back of his hand. âSure, Iâm okay,â he said. âJust saying good-bye to my sister.â
âAirports are all about saying good-bye,â agreed the pilot. âBut whoâs with you, son? I donât see anybody in the whole room.â
He was right. There were no longer kids playing, or parents watching, or a couple kissing by the window. Michael was alone. Post-9/11, airports hated anything unusual. Michael couldnât stop being eight and he couldnât stop being alone, but he could stop crying and he could fake a family. He dragged out the grandmother excuse again.
âTell you what,â said the pilot. âIâll just wait with you till she comes.â
âWhatâs going on?â Lily demanded through the phone.
âA pilot wants to sit with me until Grandma gets back from the bathroom,â said Michael.
âLet me talk to him.â
âNo.â
âMichael, you canât be alone in an airport.â
âI am, though. Go get Nathaniel out of his crib. Heâs crying too hard. He might choke.â
âWe should be so lucky. Okay, Iâm going upstairs to get Nate. But you stay on the line. Iâm on the portable phone and Iâm carrying you with me.â
The pilot slouched against the wall as if he planned to stay for years.
âYou remember your promise?â Michael asked her.
âI remember.â
âSay it back to me.â
âI promise not to tell,â said Lily.
I should never have told her anything, thought Michael. She knows what Dad said and what he did and sheâll tell. If she does, Iâm going to tell everybody sheâs making it up.
Iâm never going to repeat it to anybody again. Iâm never going to have tears on my face again either. Iâm going to grow up right now and get it over with.
Michael took a long slow breath, had some long slow thoughts, and got it over with.
âBye, Lily,â he said, hanging up on her. âThereâs Grandma!â he said to the pilot. âThanks for waiting with me!â He crossed the carpet, passed some flight monitors and arrived at the side of two elderly women, who werenât together, just near each other. One woman was balancing a huge carry-on bag, a huge purse and a huge coat. âItâs summer,â Michael said to her. âReally hot out. How come you have such a heavy coat?â
She beamed at him. âIâm going to Russia and Finland! Isnât that exciting? And September in those countries might be cold.â
Michael had only the vaguest idea where Russia and Finland might be. âI wish I could go too,â he said, which was certainly true.
Sobbing until his nose and eyes were equally drippy, Nathaniel had gotten yuck all over his hands and face. His diaper was full. Lily handled him with grim efficiency. Then she put him in a fresh T-shirt and shorts that matched and even located the right socks, so he was bright blue with white trim and red sailboats. She yanked apart
Jason Padgett, Maureen Ann Seaberg