being, all the good things in life.
The ache intensified. Maybe he should have handled things differently, but it had been easier to close off that side of his life than think about missing her and Sara. For their safety, heâd been willing to pay the price. He hadnât realized at the time it would include his soul.
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Danielle forced her hands to move, to do the usual morning chores, to act normal when everything about her seemed so totally alien.
Sheâd spent a restless nightâthat was nothing newâbut a new element had been added. She had listened to the sounds of Kyle prowling the house andwondered what he was thinkingâ¦feelingâ¦if he was rememberingâ¦
Had he missed her at all during those two years? If he asked, she could tell about missing him and about the loneliness of being abandoned and wondering why. Why? she wondered again now. Because of the danger? Heâd told her of that possibility before they were married. Sheâd accepted it and determined to live with it. Heâd worked on other dangerous cases. There were other ways to protect agentsâ families without leaving them. She would have done anything to keep their family together. All heâd had to do was ask.
Shutting off the useless thoughts, she buried herself in the trivia of day-to-day living. âShoes,â she told Sara after the child was dressed in plaid flannel pants and a red turtleneck. âHurry.â
She put on her insulated boots and heavy coat after helping Sarah with her hat and mittens. They were ready to go. Kyle was at the door, dressed in the parka and black hat heâd worn last night.
âIâll take you in the truck,â he said.
His tone indicated he was in no mood to argue. Giving him a hard look to let him know she would go because she thought it best, not because she was obeying his orders, she followed him to his pickup. She didnât want him doing things for them. She didnât want to learn to need him and then be deserted all over again.
Before she could do more than open the pickup door, he was there, scooping Sara up and depositing her on the seat, then his strong hands were at herwaist and she found herself lifted as effortlessly as a doll and put firmly on the passenger seat.
âI could have gotten in by myself,â she rebuked after heâd gotten in, put the truck in gear and backed carefully out of the drive. He gave her a glance and said nothing.
Her neighborâs son had plowed the drive before sheâd gotten up that morning and the county road department had already done the street, so they arrived without mishap at the school. Danielle wasnât surprised when Kyle went in with her and checked the room out.
âIntroduce me to the teacher,â he requested.
Resentment flared in her, but she did as he ordered. Lynn was one of her best friends as well as Saraâs teacher. âLynn, this is Saraâs father, Kyle Mitchell. Lynn Taylor, I mean, Garrison.â
Laughing, Lynn stepped forward. âI was recently married,â she explained, holding out her hand.
As Danielle watched the lovely blonde smile and talk to Kyle, a funny feeling came over her. Not that she was jealous. Kyle meant nothing to her. But she couldnât help remembering that once heâd brought her such joy.
However, she obviously meant nothing to him. A two-year absence without a letter or phone call proved that. She had accepted it, grieved over it and gotten on with life.
But she still felt funny watching him talk to her friend, even one recently wed and obviously in love with her very new husband. For a birthday present, she had given Lynn a makeover at the WhitehornBeauty Salon. The results had been startling as Lynnâs natural beauty had surfaced.
Danielle, stifling the odd feelings, helped Sara with her coat and spoke to Jenny and her mother, Jessica. The girls ran to their table and took their seats, Jenny talking a mile a