fuck up, kid.â
Jamie was afraid. He screamed again, praying someone would hear.
Something hit his face, harder than he had ever been hit before, even by his father when he was mad.
âShut the fuck up, I said!â
âJesus Christ, you trying to kill him, or what?â
âYou shut the fuck up, too.â
Kill him! Trying to kill him! Now Jamie was afraid to scream, afraid he would be hit some more. His face hurt all over, his nose more than it ever had. His face had never hurt so much. He had never been so afraid. Now he wanted to go to the bathroom.
Back in the long cement room, they had made him swallow pills. Theyâd made him sleepy. Each time he came up out of sleep, he thought he might be in his own room again, and that heâd been dreaming about being taken away.
The tight feeling went away from his arms and legs, but now his hair was being pulled. Jamie cried and kicked, but only once, because his hair was pulled even tighter.
âStop kicking, you little shit.â
âEasy.â
âEasy, my ass. We gotta get him in there and get the hell out of here. Down on your knees, kid.â
In the light, Jamie saw a round black hole.
âGet in, kid.â
No! He would not let them put him in there, not in that black hole! Jamie kicked as hard as he could. The hand let go of his hair, but then Jamie felt himself spinning around.
Wet. It was wet underneath him, and everything smelled like rotten leaves. There was a loud water noise. The light was jumping all around.
Jamie felt himself being lifted off the ground by his feet and under his shoulders. He had to pee, and his face still hurt.
âGet his feet in.⦠Just get his feet in.⦠There.â¦â
The hands let go of Jamieâs feet, and his feet dropped onto something hard.
âOkay, now shove.â¦â
No! Jamie screamed as loudly as he could. Please, let someone hear! Mommy!
A hand came down real hard on his face, making his nose hurt real bad again. He was afraid of nosebleeds.
âListen,â one man said. âStop kicking and go all the way in, and youâll be okay. No oneâs gonna hurt you. Pretend itâs a game, like we said back there. No oneâs gonna hurt you. Thereâs a flashlight in there. And candy bars.â
Candy bars.
âJust go in, kid,â the other voice said. âJust go in. No oneâs gonna hurt you.â
Jamie felt big strong hands on top of his head, pushing him. Then he was sliding, sliding into the dark. He screamed, and his voice bounced back at him, like from inside a well. Sliding, sliding into the dark, bumping into soft things that crinkled like cellophane. Candy bars.
âAll right, close him in,â the meaner voice said.
âRight.â
Jamie felt somethingâa bagâbeing put into his hands. âHere, kid,â the other voice whispered. âYou wonât get hungry. Thereâs candy bars and plenty of bread. Water, too.â
âHeâll find it, for Chrissake. He wonât starve.â
Bread and water. His mother and father had told him stories about witches and ghosts and locked-up places where they gave bad people bread and water. But there were always funny things in the stories, happy things at the end, so he wasnât scared when he got sleepy.
He heard a noise by his head, like a garbage can lid going on, and then he was in the darkest dark he could ever remember. He heard other sounds, then the mean voices. He couldnât tell what they were saying. He heard feet. He thought he heard the sound of water.
His nose hurt. He went in his pants. He couldnât help it. Then he started to cry in the dark. He kept his eyes closed as hard as he could, and for a long time. All the while, he cried. If he cried too loudly, the sound banged back into his ears, and he wanted to cry even louder.
He was afraid to open his eyes, because whenever he did there was nothing but dark. There was not
Raynesha Pittman, Brandie Randolph