said Peter Dennison. He reached a thin arm across in front of the woman and shook my hand. He looked tall and lanky, and wore wire-rimmed glasses. âWe came to get the moped. It belonged to Kathy. Weâll have to see what her family wants to do with it.â His eyes floated past me. âNice garden.â
âThe police have the moped,â I said.
My voice went right past Beth Goodwin. âPeter has a garden, too,â she said, in that awkward way that people have when they donât know what they should be saying.
âIâm sorry about your friend,â I said. âDo they know yet what happened?â
âNo,â she said. âI just canât imagine! She was never sick. Then to have this happen. Itâs awful to have to tell people. We had to tell the Katama Caterers. Thatâs where she worked, you know. And think of her parents, and poor Gordy, and the others. How they must feel . . .â
Peter Dennison shook his head. âShe was the healthiest person I knew.â
âI imagine theyâll do tests,â said the woman vaguely, her voice trailing off.
Peter Dennison took a deep breath. âIf the police already have the moped, weâd better get going,â he said apologetically.
I stepped back. âI am sorry about your friend,â I said again. âAnd, yes, they will do tests, but I donât know if theyâll do them here or on the mainland, so it may take some time before they know the results.â
âIâve told the police that I want to know,â said Beth Goodwin.
âIâm sure theyâll tell you.â
The pickup drove away. It had New Jersey plates, and there was an NYU sticker on the rear window. It looked as if the three of them had come up from school together to work on the island for the summer. But as someone said, life is what happens when you plan something else.
Life is also what keeps going on for the rest of us after itâs stopped for the Katherine Ellises, so I went back and finished my morningâs work in the garden. I had flowers along the front and back fences, next to the house, and in hanging pots suspended from tree limbs beside some of the bird feeders. My veggies were in raised beds inside of old railroad ties that Iâd had hauled down from America. A long time back, the Vineyard had its own railroad, but those ties had rotted long ago. The Depot gas station in Edgartown is a memory of the old railroad line, and occasionally people still come across rusty railroad spikes.
I had a lot of fledgling weeds that were planning to seize control of my flowers and veggies. If you could find a commercial use for weeds, you could make a fortune. They grow when you want to grow other things and they grow when you donât want to grow other things. When you fertilize your veggies and flowers, you fertilize your weeds, too. There is a moral in this weed lore, but I wasnât sure I wanted to know what it was. I weeded until my weeding capacity was all used up, then had a beer.
It was a beautiful day. Katherine Ellis would have loved it. I pushed her away from me. If I had never heard of her, or if Iâd only read about her death, sheâd be just as dead, but I wouldnât feel this way. It was because Iâd seen her and because sheâd died on my land that she was on my mind.
I put together a sandwich and washed it down with another beer while I listened to a tape of Ricky Scaggs singing about troubles with women. Ricky sang well, but he seemed to have even more problems than I did, so he didnât cheer me up too much. When Ricky was done and the sandwich was gone, I was wishing that Zee was with me. But she wasnât, and I had company coming, so I got my small basket and rubber gloves and went clamming.
Normally, I like clamming whether Iâm with company or alone. With company, I can clam and talk at the same time; alone, I can clam and think about
1796-1874 Agnes Strickland, 1794-1875 Elizabeth Strickland, Rosalie Kaufman