back at the dark man. She pushed Smokey aside to stand right in front of the man as she spoke. âIâm glad you know him and whatever, but that still donât mean he ainât turned bitch. I donât trust all these white people up in our process. I donât know why we had to have a white dealer in the first place. Thatâs asking for too much trouble,â said Apples, gesturing to a scared-looking white boy in the other room. Smokey hadnât noticed him until she pointed him out. He was scrawny, with dyed black hair and braids that looked embarrassed to be on top of his head.
âItâs too crowded out here,â said Applesâ boyfriend. âEverybody and they cousin out here slanging shit. There ainât but so many crackheads, and these days those muthafuckas got options with all the niggas slanging rocks around here. It ainât safe for a nigga like me to be out there where Fashad and the white folks live trying to hustleâand thatâs where all the money is.â
âWhatâs so bad about what weâre doing now? We make ends meet. Why you gotta push it?â she asked.
âThis is our chance to be something more, baby. We ainât gonna have too many more. Niggas would kill for Fashad to give them that territory, and you sittinâ up here complaining.â
âTheyâll probably sell us all out too,â said Apples, ignoring her man with her words but her lowered tone of voice indicating subservience. She moved from in betweenthe man and Smokey. âYou know how they are. Weâll get twenty-five to life, these two will get a deal and probation.â She continued mumbling from the sideline.
âI ainât white!â said Smokey, giving her a murderous look. He could understand why she was paranoid; she had reason. Passing to a new dealer was stressful; he was stressed out too. Nevertheless, his race was off limits. Smokey decided she had one more time to call him white before she got a diamond implant in her eye.
Apples began to walk toward Smokey like she wanted to fight. The man restrained her. âI said chill! He ainât no snitch. Thatâs Smokey Cloud right there. Heâll ride, or take a life sentence before he snitch. Ainât that right, Smokey?â The man extended his fist, for Smokey to touch.
âYou damn right,â said Smokey in strong agreement. He glared at Apples to let her know she just had one more chance. Calling him a snitch was one thing, but he wasnât white. He finally saw the fist and gently met it with his own.
âYou sure?â she asked ââCause I can make him do a line of coke just to make sure,â she continued before he could respond.
âI donât take no yayo,â Smokey stated firmly.
âYour white ass gonna take whatever Iââ began Apples.
Smokeyâs hand shot up and the man jumped between the two of them. The white boy curled up on the couch like a five-year-old watching his parents fight. Apples stood there, toe to toe with Smokey, who figured sheâd seen a manâs fist coming toward her face on more than a few occasions.
âCome on, white boy. You faggot. What you wanna do?â she taunted.
âI said chill!â the man demanded, forcefully cutting her off, then pushing her to the ground, relieving any doubts Smokey had of him being her baby daddy.
Apples looked at the man in terror. Him she was afraid of. âDelroy, you gonna fuck up and get us put away!â
âShut the fuck up, Apples. You canât go around disrespecting niggas; calling them federal faggots and crackers and shit. You donât come at a nigga like that. That shit is rude. Damn, you ainât got no home training.â
She put her hands atop her head, calmly adjusted her weave, got up off the ground, then nervously paced the room, her arms folded in defeat.
Delroy nudged his head at Smokey, who was still fuming. âWhat the