had been feeling guilty about not telling Fashad what was really about to go down after the trumpet sounded, but not anymore. Fashad was going to get what he deserved.
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A s Smokey drove from Fashadâs suburb of Grosse Pointe to Applesâ run-down neighborhood of Brewster-Douglass, he kept looking back to make sure Bill was nowhere to be seen. He pulled the car over to the side of the road in the middle of a posh neighborhood on the upside of town to let a car that had been behind him for a little toolong pass. When he got a few evil eyes from the residents, it made him think of how imbalanced life was. How come some people had so much and others had so little? Why did everyone he knew have to live in old broken-down shacks and project-esque apartments occupied by ratsâof both the rodent and human variety? How come there wasnât some place, just one place, on the good side of town for people like him? Heâd seen a rapper on television showing off his home earlier, and wondered: If he cares so much about the hood, why doesnât he build us some apartments out here with that money he wasted on a platinum goblet? He had to stop himself from tearing up when he passed a particularly dilapidated home with four or five biracial children in the yard and remembered what it was like.
He composed himself as he entered Applesâ driveway. âMan up, Smokey!â he commanded himself aloud. The way Smokey saw it, any real man could help himself, and that was exactly what he planned on doing. He didnât just have a planâhe had a blueprint. Plans could go awry. This was foolproof; it just had to be executed to perfection.
He crept around to the back of the house slowly, because there had to be a pit bull. Everyone in that neighborhood had a pit bull. They always said it was for safety, but Smokey knew it was because they just wanted something powerful they could treat like shit. Sure enough, the dog came out of nowhere and barked three inches from Smokeyâs leg. Smokey knew not to run.
âBastard!â yelled a woman from inside.
Smokey slowly pointed to himself as if asking if she weretalking to him. Not wanting to make any sudden movements, he didnât look back.
âBastard!â she said again. âGet the fuck away from him.â
âBitch, I would if I could,â Smokey responded.
âNigga, ainât nobody talkinâ to you,â said the woman. Smokey glanced to his side and saw a redheaded black woman with an almost sickly thin frame, wearing a long white T-shirt and seemingly nothing else. From Fashadâs description he knew she must have been Apples. She kicked the dog in the belly. âGone.â The dog ran away.
âWho the fuck are you?â
âSmokey.â
She looked behind Smokey to the left, then behind him and to the right. âWhere is Fashad?â asked Apples before Smokey could step through the back door.
âDonât worry about it,â said Smokey pushing past her, searching for the inevitable baby daddy of the house.
âOh nigga, Iâm gonna be worried about it,â said Apples, reentering his personal space. âWhen I told Fashad I would do this, I thought I was going to be dealing with him directly, not some scared-looking nigga I ainât never seen before. How Iâm sposed to know you ainât federal. I canât get locked upâI got kids.â She continued speaking with the authority of a man twice her size, her red weave bouncing back and forth, in sync with her thin neck and finger.
âNaw. Chill, Ma. He cool. This Smokey. He work for Fashad,â said the dark-skinned man whom Smokey didnât recognize. Smokey was pleased to be known by those whom he didnât. What he hated was only being known as Fashadâslackey. The man condescendingly put his hand on Applesâ shoulder and moved her aside, absorbing her spunk in the process.
Apples looked at Smokey, then