sheâd cut loose like this in a burger joint was at the mall not far from her house. It was the week before prom and Kyle had dragged her away from her chemistry textbook for exactly forty-five minutes. Somethingabout the memory of his blue eyes staring at her over the chocolate malt theyâd shared after their meal sent a wave ofâwhat was it? Nostalgia? Pity?âover her. She couldnât decide if she missed Kyle, or if she just missed sharing a moment like this with someone who was more than a friend.
Her thumb hovered over the new message with Kyleâs name in her in-box. Should she see what it said? Part of her was curious. The other part knew it was just him asking her to go out with him again. Did she want that? He kept messaging her saying that he had changed. But how much could one person change in one month? And even if Kyle had changed, was he the guy for her? Emily remembered the relief of finally making the decision to end things. Sheâd hardly looked back. Kyle wasnât a bad guy. He just wasnât her guy.
âEarth to Emily. Come in, Emily. Over.â Brandonâs voice broke into her thoughts, and she looked up to see both him and Ana staring at her.
Emily felt her cheeks flush. âWhat?â
âWhatâs up with your phone?â Ana asked. âHow can you be more interested in whatever is happening there than what is happening with these sweet-potato fries?â Emily laughed as Ana shoved aside her picked-over tuna salad plate and replaced it with the basket of golden-orange fries. She crammed four into her mouth after swiping them through the ranch dressing.
âSorry,â Emily said. She clicked the button and her phone screen went dark, then she dropped it back into her purse. âHey, Brandon?â
âYeah?â Brandon asked around a final ginormous bite of cheeseburger.
âDo you know . . .â Emilyâs voice trailed off. She didnât even want to put the question into words.
âDo I know what?â Brandon asked. He was now making short work of the grilled cheese that was left.
âOh . . . nothing.â Emily took a sip of her Coke and popped an onion ring into her mouth.
âJesus. Why do girls always do that?â Brandon asked.
âUm, girls donât always do anything , thank you very much.â Ana actually snapped her finger when she said this. âWe are all individual creations of grace, beauty, and kick-ass-ness.â
âKick-ass-ness?â Brandon asked.
Ana nodded. âYou heard me.â
âYeah. I also heard your friend with the blond hair and the onion-ring addiction just start to ask a question and not finish it.â Brandonâs eyes narrowed as he munched a couple of fries drenched in so much ketchup that they looked more like a glob of red than deep-fried potatoes.
âIt was nothing,â she said. âI . . . forgot what I was going to say.â
âUh-huh.â Brandon wasnât buying it. âYou know who Iâve never ever in my life heard start a question and then say âOh . . . nothingâ, Ana? A dude. Thatâs who. Never once. And I know a lotta dudes.â
Ana stuck out her tongue, which made Emily giggle and Brandon roll his eyes. âNo thanks,â he said. âI donât French long distance.â
Ana groaned and threw a napkin at him. âYouâre such a pig. Spill it Emily. What were you going to ask him?â
Emily turned to look at her friend. This was so stupid. âI was just . . .â
âSpit it out,â Brandon said, âor Iâm gonna tell our waitress to eighty-six your Strawberry Tsunami.â
Emily sighed. âFine! Fine. I was going to ask you if Kyle was coming to the party.â
Ana groaned. âWhy would you care?â
âI know, I know. I shouldnât. Itâs just . . . well . . . he just e-mailed me,