flash and boom . Just like, well, breathing. And still, you know, a little spooky. Letâs keep it between just us, okay?â
She looked at him through the light.
She saw the pride and the interest on that handsome, poetic face, with the edgy cheekbones under the scruff, as heâd worked through the day without shaving.
She saw both in his eyes, pure gray in candlelight.
âDonât write about it or anything. At least not until weâre sure itâs not a fluke, a just-this-one-time thing.â
âA door opened inside you, Lana. I saw it in your eyes, just as Isaw the potential for it in your eyes the first time we met. Even before I loved you, I saw it. But if you want it to stay between us, it does.â
âGood.â She rose, stepped over to place her candle with his. A symbol, she thought, of their unity. She turned, candlelight swaying behind her. âI love you, Max. Thatâs my light.â
He stood, lithe as a cat, gathered her close. âI canât imagine what my life would be without you in it. Want more wine?â
She tipped her head back. âIs that a euphemism?â
He smiled, kissed her. âIâm thinking wine, and we order in because Iâm starving. Then weâll see about euphemisms.â
âIâm in for all of that. I can cook.â
âYou certainly can, but you did that all day. Youâve got the night off. We talked about going outââ
âIâd rather stay in. With you.â Much rather, she realized.
âGreat. What are you in the mood for?â
âSurprise me,â she said, turning to pick up the black pants and T-shirt sheâd worn under her chefâs coatâsous chef to be exactâheâd stripped off her when sheâd come home from the restaurant.
âTwo double shifts this week, so Iâll be happy to stay home, eat somethingâanythingâsomebody else cooked.â
âDone.â He pulled on the jeans and dark sweater heâd worn to workâwriting in his office in the loft. âIâll open the wine, and surprise you with the rest.â
âIâll be right out,â she promised, going to the closet.
When sheâd moved in with Max, sheâd tried to limit her space to half the closet, but ⦠She loved clothes, adored fashionâand since she spent so much of her time in a white tunic and black pants, indulged herself outside of work.
Casual, she thought, could still be pretty, even a little romantic for an evening at home. She chose a navy dress with swirls of red that would float a bit just below her knees. And she could come upwith her own surpriseâsome sexy underwearâfor when they got to the euphemism part of the night.
She dressed, then studied her face in the mirror. Candlelight flattered, but ⦠She laid her hands on her face and did a light glamourâsomething sheâd had the talent for since puberty.
She often wondered if whatever spark she had depended more on vanity than real power.
That was fine with Lana. It didnât shame her a bit to be or feel more pretty than powerful. Especially since whatever she had of each attracted a man like Max.
She started out, remembered the candles.
âDonât leave them unattended,â she murmured, and turned back to put them out.
She stopped, considered. If she could light them, could she unlight them?
âItâs just the reverse, right?â Saying it, thinking it, she pointed at one, intended to walk over and try.
The flame died.
âOh well ⦠Wow.â She started to call Max, then realized heâd probably get wound up in it all, and theyâd end up practicing and studying instead of having their quiet dinner at home.
Instead, she simply moved from candle to candle in her mind until the room fell dark. She couldnât explain what she felt, or how that door Max spoke of had so suddenly opened.
Something to think about