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now.”
    “But back to what I was saying earlier,” I said, ignoring her eye rolling co mment. “I never said you were unattractive.”
    “Oh yeah? What color are my eyes then, hotshot?”
    “Slate gray,” I promptly answered. “I’ve never seen eyes such a deep color of gray.”
    She appeared to freeze for a moment, but then she relaxed somewhat. “Very good. You get a gold star for remembering my eye color.”
    “You bite your bottom lip when you’re concentrating.” The words fell off of my tongue, bewildering even me. Lily froze again. I think she even stopped breathing. “When you release your lip, you lick it a couple of times with the tip of your tongue. Just the tip because you seem uncomfortable when your tongue ring comes in contact with your lips or teeth.”
    “I hate seeing people play with their tongue rings,” she whispered. “It’s gross.”
    “I agree, but I think I like yours. You don’t do that.”
    “Thanks?” she said uneasily.
    I chuckled again and patted her hand on my chest. Without much thought, I laced my fingers with hers.
    “You have a smattering of freckles across the bridge of your nose and chee kbones. It’s cute, but hot at the same time.”
    “You noticed all of this in one night?” she asked, slightly breathless.
    “I did. And I’m not even finished.”
    “Oh,” she said in a small voice.
    “Honestly, I always went for girls with bodies like Emmy or Jess – Jess is tall and slim, with some mild curves. Emmy, as you know is thin but pretty curvy.”
    “Are you going somewhere with these descriptions of the exes?” she asked dryly.
    “Yes. I like your body, Lily. I think you’re very attractive, especially when you’re angry and just punched a guy. So, don’t ever think that I don’t think you’re attractive.”
    “Thank you, Kyle,” she said softly before clearing her throat. “But let’s face it. You can’t get past all of the other stuff. My tattoos are never going away. I thought long and hard before each one and I have no reason to laser them off. I like my pierced eyebrow, my pierced tongue, my pierced ears and my pierced ni - ” She stopped mid word, but it was obvious what she was about to say.
    “Your nipples are pierced?” I asked in awe.
    “Yes,” she said in exasperation.
    “Is your clit pierced?” I asked.
    “No!”
    “Lily, you’re right,” I said with my own exasperated sigh. “I’m not used to all of that, and I don’t know if I ever will be, but I can’t even think like that at this point in my life.”
    “Then the conversation is over,” she said softly. “I appreciate what you said, but I’m okay with letting it drop now.”
    She started to pull her hand out of mine and roll away, but I grasped her hand and wrapped my arm around her and pulled her closer.
    “Please,” I whispered the one word.
    “Okay,” she whispered back.
    As usual, while I was drifting off to sleep my head was filled with images and sounds of Emmy. Her smile, her frown, her angry face, and her sad face. Som etimes I would get flashes of me hitting her, though I could never really put all of the little pieces together to get a full picture.
    Sometimes I heard her laughter or her cries of ecstasy, but sometimes I heard her cry of fear and pain, but I couldn’t place in my mind what the scene was when she made those awful sounds that tend to haunt me into my sleep. I tried to focus on better things, like kissing her. I loved her lips and her mouth.
    As Lily shifted slightly in my arms, I wondered what it would be like to kiss her. I had never kissed a woman anything like her, especially one with a tongue ring. Now I was the one shifting slightly. The thought of her studded tongue flickering over mine sent a jolt right to my earlier insulted manhood. My brain gave me an image of Lily on her knees with my erection in her hands and on the tip of her tongue while her piercing gleamed. I had heard rumors that oral sex was that much better when the