the chair next to his for a chat, and every time Jo made a move to get close to him, someone else got in ahead of her. Hannah stayed in her chair, so there was no hope of getting in on the other side either. After everyone had had dessert and coffee, Jo got up to go to the loo. She was standing at the sinks tidying her hair and putting on some lipstick when Hannah came into the bathroom.
âYou must be Jo,â she said. Her voice was low and quiet.
âYes, and youâre Hannah, of course. Nice to meet you properly.â
âAnd you. Iâve heard all about you.â Somehow, the way Hannah said this seemed quite loaded. There was no way to ask what she meant without sounding aggressive though, so Jo smiled and said, âI hope youâre having a nice time.â
âI am. All Leeâs friends seem lovely.â
Hannah was standing behind Jo to her left, and when Jo looked in the mirror, she could see that Hannah was staring at her pointedly. Jo smiled again, now a little uncomfortable.
âWell, we all do go back a long way,â she said.
âI know,â said Hannah, and kept standing there, looking at her. Jo turned around to return the look. She wasnât quite sure what to say, but Hannah filled the silence. âIâm sorry if Iâm staring,â she said, âbut when your new boyfriend tells you about his old, old female friend and describes her by saying, âShe looks like a
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model, but sheâs also funny and creative and clever, and when she smiles, the room lights up,â well, thatâs a woman youâre going to want to take a look at.â
âWow,â said Jo. âI canât believe he said that.â
â
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might be taking it a bit far, but you are working that tall blonde look.â
âThank you,â said Jo faintly. Her mum had always told her to be polite if someone paid her a compliment.
âI love him, you know.â
âI can see that. I saw the way you look at him. And the way he looks at you. It seems pretty mutual.â
âI hope so,â said Hannah, her beautiful face impassive. âThis relationship means a lot to me, and without trying to sound like a country and western song, I would absolutely fight to keep him.â
âFight who?â said Jo, and then, realising, âOh. Oh God, no, Hannah. Thereâs absolutely never been anything like that between Lee and me. I just donât see him like that at all!â
âReally? How could you not? I mean, have you looked at him?â
Hannah opened the door to the restaurant, and Jo looked out at Lee, sitting at the head of the table, laughing at something Helen was saying. It was funny. When you knew someone as well as she knew arLee, you stopped really seeing them. In a way, the picture you carried in your head was a sort of faded picture of who they were when you first met, not a clear vision of who they had become. In her head, Lee was still the tall, gangly just-out-of-his-teens boy with crazy hair who wore baggy, multicoloured jumpers his nanna knitted, not because they were cool but because it would hurt his nannaâs feelings if he didnât.
But nearly ten years later, she looked at him with new eyes. With Hannahâs eyes. Lee now had his mad hair croppedstylishly short. He had filled out, so that his broad-shouldered, athletic body matched his height. He was anything but gawky and skinny nowadays. He was wearing a fitted charcoal shirt that looked well made and expensive. He was undeniably sexy and handsome. How had that happened? And how had she missed it? With a start, she realised sheâd been standing there staring for too long without saying anything, and when she turned back, Hannahâs beautiful face had gone a little paler.
âHeâs all right, I suppose,â said Jo nonchalantly. âBut heâs never been my type.â
She wasnât sure whether Hannah