I wasnât seeing. And not the hole in the ground that had once been Bad Bob Biringanineâs house on the beach, either. Even the Wardens werenât shallow enough to buy the fact that Iâd throw a meaningless tantrum and beat up a helpless coastline, unless they suspected me of going completely wacko.
Then again, I was dressing up like the Mortonâs Salt Girl on TV and getting water dumped on my head for money.
Maybe they had a point.
I felt alone. More alone than I had in quite some time, actually. I missed my friends. I missed the Wardens.
Boy kissed girl, and the music came up and tried to tell me that love would make everything all right with the world.
I missed David, oh God I missed David.
I curled up with my warm blanket and watched the rest of the movie, and fell asleep to the cold blue flicker.
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The next morningâs show went just about as badly as you might expect. No dumping of rain today; apparently Marvin was forecasting a good day for outside activities, so I got to pose in my stupid-looking walking shorts, oversized T-shirt, boonie hat, and zinc smeared white down my nose, while Cherise wore the cute little bikini and cheesecaked for the camera. One of us was happy. I got sand in my penny loafers, so it probably wasnât me.
But the worst was yet to come.
Cherise slipped into a thick terrycloth robe as soon as she stepped off cameraâher usual habit on the setâand we were talking about doing the mall when I felt a thick, sweaty hand slide around my waist. A little too high to qualify as waist territory, actuallyâwe were getting into oh-I-donât-think-so range. Cherise looked startled, then grim, as Marvinâs other arm went around her. Luckily, her robe was belted the wrong way for him to slide his fingers inside.
âGirls,â he said, and grinned, and squeezed. Heâd definitely had his teeth whitened recently. They looked so white I was afraid they might glow in the dark. âFeel like a little breakfast? Iâm buying!â
âGee, boss, I have to fit into this bikini later,â Cherise said. She wriggled free of his hold. âThanks for the offer.â
He didnât let go of me quite so easily. âWhaddaya say, Jo? Few pancakes might do you good! Sweeten you up a little! Come on, my dime!â
I blinked, torn between indignation that he didnât think I was sweet enough, and relief that heâd at least noticed my sour attitude. âPrevious engagement,â I said. âThanks, though. Some other time.â At least he wasnât trying to drag us out for drinks, although I was pretty sure that if it had been a little later in the dayâlike, say, noonâit would have been Mojitos all around at the Cuban bar, and an expectation of a three-way at his fabulous bachelor pad later.
Marvin managed to look both crushed and lecherous at the same time. âOkay, doll. You girls go get your beauty sleep. Not that you need it!â
He was up to something. I gave him the flinty eye as he walked away, whistling a jaunty tune. Cherise shook her head, and preceded me off the set and into the changing room. She had to shower off body makeup; I just had to scrub off the zinc oxide and try to get my hair to do something that didnât look as if I was trying to take Best of Breed at the Purina Cup.
I finished first, and yelled into the showers, âMeet you outside!â
âFifteen minutes!â Cherise was deep into conditioning territory. I navigated the tunnel-like hallways of the television station, avoiding harried interns and squinty-eyed techs, hid from the news director, and managed to get through the back door without being stopped to help out with anything that wasnât my job.
I walked over to the tiny lunch area, complete with palm trees, bolted-down picnic table, and overflowing trash container nobody seemed to remember to empty. Not exactly paradise, but it served, at times. I sat down