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your afternoon classes, okay?â
I pluck a textbook from its place on the wallâthe one Iâd been looking at earlierâand plop into the plushy chair by the door. My legs dangle off the armrest. âOf course,â I chirp. I flip through the pages, stroking the ridges with my thumb.
Andrew pauses in his typing. His expression is strange. âWhat made you pick that book?â
I shrug as if the answer doesnât matter, as if itâs nothing. âI figured it wouldnât be boring.â But I can feel the embossed title against my palmâ Creatures of Myth âand it matters more than he can know. Almost as much as getting the nerve to face Nate Foster matters.
âYou didnât used to be interested in myth,â Andrew says.
His tone is light, conversational, but no one can ever suspect. The other plane wouldnât like it. So I lift my head and snap, âI donât see any gossip magazines around here, so ⦠â
The professor raises his hands in a gesture of surrender. Behind him thereâs a wide window, and the newly grown leaves of an oak tree sway in the breeze. âI didnât mean anything by it. I just thought it was interesting. Your father read that book too.â
At this, my stomach flutters and I stare at him. âHe did?â
âCover to cover. He used to ask me questions about ⦠other dimensions. Or planes. I canât remember the exact way he phrased it.â
âWhat did you tell him?â I try to sound casual, but my grip is too tight on the book. Excitement and Confusion lean over me.
Andrew picks up a pen and frowns at a paper on the desk. âIâm not really an expert on the subject, since my specialty is economics. But I gave him access to the collegeâs library, and the number of an old friend who used to dabble in the subject.â
Without thinking, I open my mouth to demand the name and number, and Iâm saved when a student fills the doorway and ventures, âProfessor Lomenta? Do you have a minute?â
Andrew hesitates, glancing at me.
I stand up, still clutching the book. âI better go, anyway.â
âCan you wait in the hallway for a moment, Jenny? Iâll be right there.â
The girl nods and leaves. Andrew focuses on me again. âAlex ⦠I know youâre having a difficult time, especially lately, considering ⦠â He stops and clears his throat, fidgeting with his pen. Click. Click. Click. âBut your parents would have wanted you to be happy.â
I force a smile, studying this awkward man that my father loved. Trusted. âI know, Andrew. Thanks.â A hug is a bit too much, so I just move to put the book back.
âYou can borrow it, if you want,â he says.
I hesitate, but I already know there isnât anything in this book that can help me. âNo thanks.â The book slides back into its place with a soft sound.
âAlex.â When I turn yet again to meet his gaze, Andrew hesitates. He stuffs his hands in his pockets, and Iâm surprised to see Apprehension appear behind him. Andrewâs eyes flick toward the window, toward those quivering leaves, and then he says, âDonât come to my office again. If you need me, call, and we can meet somewhere. My house or a coffee shop. All right?â
Heâs always serious, but thereâs something different about his voice, a shadow that clings to the words. So I donât argue. âNo problem. See you around, Lomenta.â
This time he doesnât stop me from reaching the doorway. I feel him watching me go, and he probably thinks whatever issue I had is resolved with his simple assurances. But it will take more than concern or kindness to make everything right.
What will make everything right? a little voice in my head asks me. Nate Fosterâs death?
Maybe.
But thatâs not whatâs most important right now. No, what matters most is this new