find another way.
Mamaâs eyes had dropped to Catâs bodice. âGood heavens, whatever happened to your dress?â
âI had a bit of an accident.â
âI should say so. Youâll want to change before you go to see the Barkers.â
Normally she would, but Mrs. Barker hated any untidiness. Mr. Barker, too. This might be a golden opportunity to give them a disgust of her. âOh, no. If dear Mrs. Barker is in pain, I shouldnât delay an instant.â
Mama saw through her ruse, of course, but chose not to pursue the matter. âVery well. Just keep your cloak on.â She frowned. âThough you may be a trifle warm.â
She would be melting. Mrs. Barker always insisted on a roaring fire in her sitting room. âYes, Mama.â She gave Mikeyâs hand one more squeeze before she let go. âWhere is the basket?â
âIn the kitchen. And do give Mrs. Barker my best.â
Cat stopped in her room on her way downstairs and found Mary dancing around in her shift. She was tempted again to roll her eyes like Pru.
Mary paused to stare at Catâs bodice. âWhat happened to you?â
âSybbie and the twins got into a bit of a brangle.â Cat grabbed her cloak.
âArenât you going to change?â
âNo.â
Maryâs eyes narrowed. âWhere are you off to?â
âTo deliver a basket to Mrs. Barker.â At least once Mary wed, Cat should have a bed to herself . . . unless Mama decided to move Pru in with her. Pru often complained that Sybbie thrashed in her sleep.
âShe wonât like it if she sees youâre not precise to a pin.â
âThatâs what Iâm hoping.â
Mary laughed. âAnd you know sheâs sure to complain about it to Mr. Barker.â She shook her head. âI donât know why you donât accept the manâs offer. You could have been wed long ago.â
âAnd sharing a house with Mrs. Barker.â
Mary grinned. âThere is that. Iâm not sure even Mr. Barkerâs broad shoulders trump his motherâs carping disposition.â
âThey donât. Nor do they trump his unattractive features, his barnyard scent, his braying laugh, or his deadly dull conversation.â
âWell, no oneâs perfect.â
âI know that.â Did everyone think her a silly girl dreaming of a knight in shining armor? âIâm certain Mr. Barker will make a wonderful husbandâfor someone else.â She snatched her bonnet off its hook. âI have no interest in marriage.â
âYou will someday, Cat. You just need to meet the right man.â Mary stared dreamily at herself in the cheval glass and started dancing again. âSomeone like my Theo.â
Theodore Dunly was a nice enough fellow. He worked at Loves Castle as the assistant steward. He was even moderately well-read. But heâd never made Catâs heart beat faster.
A good thing, as he was head over heels in love with Maryâas Mary was with him.
âI think Iâm just not the marrying kind.â
She must have sounded a little wistful, because Maryâs face stilled into her annoyingly serious, slightly pitying expression.
Drat it, she wasnât wistful. Or . . . well, maybe she was just a little, when she saw how happy her married sisters were.
âYou will find a man to love, Cat. Iâm sure of it.â
But once Cat reminded herself how much Mama and Tory and Ruth had to work, all the cooking and cleaning and sewing and nursing they did, how they never had a moment to themselvesâthen she was very happy she had no intention of marrying.
âI doubt it. But in any event that man is not Mr. Barker.â
Mary came over and touched her arm. âPerhaps not, but donât give up hope.â
Cat snorted. âHope? What am I to hope for? That one of the village toads suddenly turns into a prince? Iâve seen all the available men, Mary, and