home became intolerable.
âMasters isnât a libertine,â Papa said with a snort. âLike all young bucks, he sows his wild oats, but heâs discreet. That is all you can expect from a man. And my inquiries into his character reveal that heâs a diligent student and a well-respected gentleman who is perfectly aware of the obligations due his rank.â
In other words, he used his fatherâs influence to sway his instructors, knew how to put on a good show when it counted, and was âperfectly awareâ of how far his rank could get him.
Sheâd dipped her toe into society enough to know how to interpret the usual lies about a titled gentleman. Papa was describing a man exactly like himself. And the last thing she wanted was a husband of Papaâs ilk.
âBesides,â Papa went on, âhis friends include a young marquess, a brother to a viscount, and an heir to a duke. I could well use those connections, so if only for my sake, youâll smile and be demure and welcome his attentions like any eligible young lady. Because if not for me and my labors, you wouldnât even have a dowry to entice a young man.â
âBut Papaââ
âThe king didnât give me a barony because I own coal mines, you know. He did it because I promoted His Majestyâs concerns in the House of Commons. Iâve done my part to further the aims of this family. Now you must do yours.â
She stifled a snort. Papa only furthered his own aims and ambitions, but there was no point in arguing. Heâd just deny it.
âBut why must it be David Masters? Surely some other man could further your aims just as well.â A man who might want her for herself. âIf youâd only wait until my coming out next springââ
âIâm not wasting money on a come-out when a man like Masters is there for the taking. Besides, Mastersâs friend Simon Tremaine, heir to the Duke of Foxmoor, is destined to be the next prime minister. Thatâs a connection I donât intend to lose the chance of.â
âThen perhaps you should offer me to him instead,â she said bitterly. âIt would be a much better business transaction.â
Her fatherâs face darkened. âYou watch your tongue, missy. Iâve had enough of your insolence. Weâve not yet passed Richmondâwe can still leave the carriage at a livery and travel up the Thames by wherry.â
The words thundered in the carriage, sucking out all her bravado. Up the Thames! Would he be so cruel?
Of course he would. Her breathing grew labored as she saw again the swirling waters closing over her head, the blackness blotting out her sight, the panic as she realized she could not hold her breath any longerâ¦
âRowland,â her mother protested. âYou shouldnât say such an awful thing. It upsets her.â
âHush your mouth, woman,â Papa shot back. âOr you know what I will do to you .â
When her mother paled, Charlotte grabbed her hand. âYou leave Mama be! She has naught to do with this!â
âSheâs the one who hired that bluestocking governess. God only knows what foul ideas that female crammed into you before I found her out and dismissed her.â
âFoul ideas!â Charlotte protested. âShe encouraged me to exercise my mind, read important books, learn science and history and Latinââ
âAnd look what itâs done to you,â he snapped. âYouâre insolent to your father. Well, I wonât tolerate such rebellion, do you hear? Itâs time you recognize who runs this family, and it isnât you, missy.â
She bit back a hot retort. As if she hadnât had that drilled into her since childhood.
âNow,â her father said firmly, âwill you comport yourself like a proper young lady this week, or shall we take a river jaunt to remind you of your duty?â
Every inch of her