leave it like that as I walk away? I canât. I pull the wet material down and as the elastic edge snaps back into place I hear Harry whistle appreciatively. I bet he thinks I did that deliberately. Well, I suppose it did make him look, didnât it?
âSo what happened?â
Dadâs gripping the gear stick so tight his knuckles are white.
âI dunno. I think I was trying too hard, and then when I started falling behind I just kind of panicked.â
âYou were over one and a half seconds slower than your last practice race.â
âI know, okay? I know it was bad. It was just one race, okay? One bad race.â
Iâm tired. Iâm hungry. I donât need this right now. Seriously.
âYou shouldnât have been swimming today. Mum and I were right.â
âYeah, look, this isnât making it any better, you know? I just had a bad day, right? Thatâs all it was. A bad day.â I wish I could stop the car right here and get out. I donât want to be stuck side by side with him, facing the third degree.
I fold the visor down on my side, but the evening sun is low in the sky now and the glare is still so strong that my eyes feel panicky in their sockets. The air outside doesnât seem to have cooled down at all yet. Weâve got both front windows down all the way, but the breeze wafting in is as hot as the air inside.
âI wish the air-con worked,â I say.
Dad sighs. âWe wonât have the car at all soon. Iâm putting it in the paper tomorrow.â
âTomorrow?â
âNo job, no car. Just canât afford it.â
The radioâs on, as usual. Twenty-four-hour news.
â. . . a post-mortem examination carried out on the body of teenager Sammi Shah has confirmed that she drowned. Police today stated that there were no suspicious circumstances and they are treating the death as atragic accident . . .â
Dad snorts and shakes his head. Weâre nearly home, just a couple of streets away. There are some kids playing on the pavement â not teenagers, maybe ten or twelve years old. As we drive towards them I can see theyâre having a water fight with some super-soakers. Theyâre running in and out of the front gardens, crouching behind walls, bobbing up to blast a stream of water, and ducking down again. We draw level and one of them breaks for cover. Heâs smaller than the rest and his T-shirt is already drenched. He darts down the pavement, running alongside the car, screaming his head off. Two assailants appear from adjacent gardens and blast him in a twin-pronged attack. Silver plumes of water arc from the barrels of their blasters towards the kid. Towards us.
Itâs one of those moments when you can see whatâs coming, but itâs still a shock. I scream as water hits the side of my face. Itâs cold, really cold. It ricochets off my skin, splashing the dashboard, the windscreen, my clothes.
Dad slams his foot on to the brake as the second blast hits him. It only catches the top of his shoulder, but instinctively he ducks down to see whoâs firing, and another volley hits him right next to his left eye.
Hot rubber squeals on hot tarmac. The front of the car has stopped, but the backâs still moving, and for a moment thereâs that feeling that you get on a waltzer at the fairground, that sickening lurch as youâre moving one way and the worldâs moving the other.
Iâm holding on to the dashboard, squealing andgasping. Dadâs roaring like a wounded moose or something. The car comes to a standstill at a crazy angle in the road.
I stop screaming and let go of the dashboard. Dadâs quiet, too, and for a moment I think that this is the end of it. Weâll take a few deep breaths and then go on our way. But this isnât the end of it at all.
I look at Dad and thereâs a rage in his eyes that scares the hell out of me, a sort of cold fury that
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