think Iâve got what it takes to become a medicine cat. I thought I was doing the right thing, becoming Yellowfangâs apprentice, but itâs no good. I just canât learn everything I need to know.â
Fireheart crouched down until his eyes were level with Cinderpeltâs. âThis is about Silverstream, isnât it?â he meowed fiercely. He remembered the day at Sunningrocks when Graystripeâs RiverClan queen had given birth before her time. Cinderpelt had tried desperately to save her, but Silverstream had lost too much blood. The beautiful silver tabby had died, although her newborn kits had survived.
Cinderpelt didnât reply, and Fireheart knew he was right. âYou saved her kits!â he pointed out.
âBut I lost her .â
âYou did everything you could.â Fireheart leaned forward to lick Cinderpelt on her soft gray head. âLook, just ask Yellowfang what herbs to use in the poultice. She wonât mind.â
âI hope so.â Cinderpelt sounded unconvinced. Then she gave herself a shake. âI need to stop feeling sorry for myself, donât I?â
âYeah,â Fireheart answered, flicking his tail at her.
âSorry.â Cinderpelt threw him a rueful look that glimmered with a hint of her old humor. âI donât suppose youâve brought any fresh-kill with you?â
Fireheart shook his head. âSorry. I just came to speak to you. Donât tell me Yellowfangâs starving you?â
âNo, but this medicine-cat thing is harder than youâd think,â Cinderpelt replied. âI havenât had the chance to take any fresh-kill today.â Her eyes flashed with curiosity. âWhat did you want to talk to me about?â
âTigerclawâs kits.â Fireheart felt the bleakness seep into his belly again. âEspecially Bramblekit.â
âBecause he looks like his father?â
Fireheart winced. Were his feelings that easy to read? âI know I shouldnât judge him. Heâs just a kit. But when I saw him, it was as if Tigerclaw were looking at me. Iâ¦I couldnât move.â Fireheart shook his head slowly, ashamed of his admission but glad of the chance to confide in his friend. âI donât know if Iâll ever be able to trust him.â
âIf you see Tigerclaw every time you look at him, itâs not surprising you feel like that,â mewed Cinderpelt gently. âBut you must look beyond the color of his pelt and try to see the cat inside. Remember, heâs not just Tigerclawâs kit. Thereâs some of Goldenflower in him too. And he will never know his father. It will be the Clan that raises him.â She added, âYou of all cats should know that you canât judge someone by the circumstances of their birth.â
Cinderpelt was right. Fireheart had never let his kittypet roots interfere with his loyalty to the Clan. âHas StarClan spoken to you about Bramblekit?â he asked, knowing that Cinderpelt and Yellowfang would have studied Silverpelt at the moment of his birth.
His heart lurched uncomfortably as the gray cat looked away and murmured, âStarClan doesnât always share everything with me.â
Fireheart knew Cinderpelt well enough to know she was holding something back. âBut they shared something with you, right?â
Cinderpelt gazed up at him, her blue eyes steady. âHis destiny will be as important as that of any kit born to ThunderClan,â she mewed firmly.
Fireheart knew he wouldnât be able to make Cinderpelt reveal what StarClan had told her if she didnât want to. He decided to tell Cinderpelt about the other problem that was troubling him. âThereâs something else I wanted to talk to you about,â he confessed. âI have to decide who should be the mentors for Brindlefaceâs kits.â
âIsnât that up to Bluestar?â
âShe asked me to choose for