wonât bother you unless itâs important.â
For a moment he was taken aback by her statement. Was she actually trying to protect him? The concept was so foreign he could barely wrap his mind around it. âCall me anytime,â he corrected, before turning away.
The attending physiciansâ call room was located just outside the neonatal intensive care unit, close enough for emergency situations but with enough soundproofing to be able to get some sleep.
Ryan kept his scrubs on as he stretched out on the narrow bed, so that he could rush out in a hurry for an emergency. He closed his eyes and took several deep breaths in an effort to relax.
Unfortunately, Cassieâs face, etched with the deeply caring expression heâd seen while feeding Barton, bloomed in his mind. He cursed under his breath, knowing that if he didnât find a way to pry her out of his mind, heâd never get any sleep.
Too bad Cassie wasnât the type to go for a nice sweaty bout of no-strings sex. Becauseunfortunately, since heâd destroyed his chance to have a family, thatâs all he had left to offer.
* * *
Cassie groaned when her alarm went off at the ungodly hour of six oâclock in the morning. It felt as if sheâd barely fallen asleep, as sheâd tossed and turned until well past midnight, her thoughts darting from Dr. Ryan to Emma and back again. With a heavy sigh she dragged herself out of bed and stumbled toward the shower.
The hot water helped wake her up, although she wouldnât be human until sheâd downed her first cup of coffee. Since blow-drying her hair would take too long, she pulled it back into a ponytail and applied enough makeup to cover the dark circles beneath her eyes.
Volunteering to help out had seemed like a good idea at the time, but in the bright light of morning she couldnât help wondering what in the world sheâd been thinking.
Caring for Emma. Thatâs what sheâd been thinking.
Staring at the empty coffeepot, she realized grimly that she hadnât turned it on last night before crawling into bed. Feeling a bit desperate, she decided to stop at the local corner coffee shop before heading to the hospital.
The place was far more crowded than sheâd have expected this early on a Friday morning. Although maybe the tourist crowd liked to get an early start. There wasnât any drive-through service, not since someone had knocked over the post holding the intercom and speaker, so she took her place in line, hoping things would move quickly.
Of course, they didnât. She glanced at her watch for the third time, thinking she should give up gourmet coffee for the icky stuff they brewed at work, when a second line opened up. âI can help the next person?â a woman called out.
The woman in front of Cassie darted over and she followed, figuring it would be quicker. Another person came up behind her and tapped her on the shoulder.
âHey, Cass, how are you?â
Cassie glanced over her shoulder to see Gloria, her friend from the ER, standing behind her. âGood. How are you?â
âFine. Howâs our safe-haven baby?â Gloria asked in a low tone.
âCritical but stable,â she replied, knowing that the privacy laws prevented them from discussing patients. Although small towns like Cedar Bluff had a hard time with theconcept of privacy. Everyone liked to meddle in everyone elseâs business.
âOh, I heard about that,â the woman in front of her said, turning around with her large coffee in hand. âEveryoneâs trying to figure out who the mother is.â
Cassie shrugged and edged around the woman so she could place her order. âLarge mocha coffee, please.â She glanced back at the nosy woman. âThe mother has the right to be anonymous, so I doubt weâll ever find out who she was. Besides, she did a good thing, giving her baby a chance at a better
Janwillem van de Wetering