simply wasnât interested. Maybe it was his dad persuading him to watch all those boring Tour de France stages on television when he was a little kid that turned him against it; he didnât know, but he was darned if he was going to take up a sport he didnât even like and none of his friends was interested in.
And now it was too late: he would never hear from his dad those few words he had always wanted, those words that said simply ...
âTrick or treat!â Jimmy and Sharon squealing at an opening door brought him back to the present.
Jimmy and Sharon wanted to help push Mikeâs chair. âSure,â said Mike.
Robbie said, âYou know what, Mike?â
âWhat?â
âTonight is the first time in a year you havenât growled at everyone. Must be the Halloween spirit.â
Mike shrugged. Halloween this year seemed different. Strange. As though there really
were
ghosts in the air. He could feel them. The dead are everywhere, he thought, surrounding him in the darkness and in the misty lamplight. He could feel them in the streets and in the trees and in the garden hedges, hovering at the edge of visibility.
Maybe Mom and Dad and Becky were out there too, watching over him; he refused to accept that they were gone forever, that he would never see them again. They had been together, one family, noisy and alive, and now they were gone. Heâd never realized that life hung on such a thin, weak thread, that death could so easily snap it, that your normal, everyday life and routines, and your home, could change so drastically that you werenât the same person anymore.
The mist swirled under yellow streetlights.
Mom and Dad and Becky, buried under a granite stone at Forest Lawn Cemetery. But their spirits were out there somewhere, in the misty darkness.
In a better place.
He had to believe it.
It was Halloween. Robbie was showing off for his cousins and having fun.
Witches and goblins and ghosts took over the neighborhood.
12 ... didnât need anyone
Lunch-time in the noisy cafeteria. He ignored the kids around him and read his book. Robbie was late.
âCan I get you anything?â
He looked up. It was the big lunk who had helped Robbie manhandle his chair into the school in September â what was his name, Bill Packard? He was new at Carleton; that was all Robbie had said about him. No, not Bill â Ben. That was it â Ben Packard.
âNo,â Mike growled.
âIâm on my way to the pop machine. Thought you might need a Coke or something.â
âI said no.â
Packard smiled. âItâs my treat.â
Mike swiveled his chair so that his back was to the boy. Idiot; couldnât he understand plain English? Couldnât he see he was busy reading? He went back to his book.
âPlease yourself,â said Packard, shrugging and walking away.
After he had eaten his lunch there was still no sign of Robbie, so he aimed his wheelchair towards theexit, skillfully avoiding kids, chairs and table edges. As he reached the door his way was blocked by a girl with glasses. Margaret Cowley.
âMike Scott!â she yelled. âThe very man Iâm looking for.â
Scowling, he tried to swerve around and past her, but she danced backwards and blocked his way once more.
âMike! Stop! This is
important
!â
He hated it when people came too close to his chair and leaned down and bellowed at him, like just because he had no legs he was, what â deaf and stupid? Margaret Cowleyâs loud voice made him back away.
But she followed. âItâs the millennium, Mike. Itâs also Carletonâs fiftieth ... â
He backed off some more. And just in case she hadnât got the message he growled, âGet out of my face.â
That did it: she stood still but continued talking. â... Carletonâs fiftieth anniversary this year, Mike, as you already know, Iâm sure.â
He said nothing, the