wasted. Maybe she just means to add another little notch in her belt to tell her girlfriends about. But whoâs to say itâll stop there? What if they decide to take it even farther? Even though Lindsay has been putting on a good show of being a different person than she used to be, Iâm convinced she hasnât changed in every way.
Iâm certain she hasnât slept with anyone yet. We talked about it more than once. She told me she was waiting for the right timeâand the right guy. The old Lindsay would never have pissed something like that away with some stoner at a party.
I look into Lindsayâs face. God, sheâs pretty. Even when sheâs all smudgy and mad. I take a deep breath. âI need to talk to you. Now. Itâs important.â I pause. âAnd itâs long overdue.â
Something flickers in her eyes. She looks down at her hands. I see a muscle working in her jaw. Then she looks back up at me.
Iâm surprised by how cold her voice is.
âI donât think so, Mike,â she says. âYouâve had lots of time to talk to me.â Anger flashes in her eyes. âAnd last I checked, you had a lot of explaining to do.â
Josh appears in the doorway behind her. He slides his hand around her stomach and looks at me. Heâs trying to figure out whatâs going on.
Suddenly Lindsayâs tone changes, growing sweet. But her words are bitter. âWhatâs the matter, Mikey? You jealous?â She pulls her shirt up, revealing a beautiful slice of gymnastics-toned stomach. Her chin dips down and she looks at me through flirty lashes. âYou want a piece of me?â She traces a finger slowly from my collarbone to my belt.
The she laughs, big, openmouthed, loud. She pushes me, hard. Caught off guard, I take a step backward.
Her eyes narrow. âYou had your chance, Mike.â Her words sting me like a slap in the face. Without taking her eyes off me, she grabs Joshâs hand and pushes it up, slowly, under her shirt. He smirks, sliding the other hand under too. My jaw tenses and my hands draw themselves into fists.
Breathe , I tell myself.
I hear a noise behind me and turn. Bryce is edging past me, heading into the bedroom.
With Lindsay and Josh.
What the hell? Whatâs he going in there for? This scene is getting even sketchier. Two guys? I donât like this at all.
I donât want Bryce going into that room. I raise my arm to block him. But heâs fast for a drama queen. He grabs my arm and twists it behind my back, jamming me face-first into the side of the door. Josh pushes Lindsay behind him into the room. She stumbles. The door closes. Bryce and I are left on the outside.
Suddenly Iâm angry. Really angry. Who does this dick think he is? I bounce off the door frame and grab him again. He throws my hands off. With a solid crunch, he slams his shoulder into my chest and sends me flying. I grab for the railing at the top of the stairway, but my hands slice through air, catching nothing. My feet stumble and miss, failing me. I feel myself pinwheeling backward.
Down the stairs.
Chapter Nine
I come to in a haze of light and noise. I remember falling.
My head hurts. Itâs resting in someoneâs lap. I hear sirens.
No. Not sirens. Screaming.
No, thatâs not screaming. Itâs singing.
Itâs Renata. Sheâs singing at the top of her lungs. âBad Romance.â In a really bad voice. She pauses after every verse to take a drag off her cigarette. Looks like sheâs done with being the smoke police for the night.
I guess Iâm not dead, then, because Iâm pretty sure Renataâs not supposed to be in my version of heaven.
The music booms. I hear bottles clinking and people laughing. Something wet presses on my forehead. Ouch.
Renata notices me looking around and shrieks. It startles me.
âJesus! What the hell?â I try to sit up, but hands push me down.
Renata shrieks
R. C. Farrington, Jason Farrington