sex-crazed teenagers as it is. I wonât have you being one of them,â Mrs. Allen began.
âOoh. Bad words!â Dakota reminded.
âSorry, Dakota,â Mrs. Allen apologized.
Reese tuned out the pair, then grabbed her backpack off the bedpost. She circled the too-pink bedroom, stuffing her must-haves into the purse. She sprayed on two mists of perfume, and tried to remember what she was forgetting. âOh, lip gloss.â She snapped her fingers, then found the flavored one Blaze liked.
Reese felt Mrs. Allenâs stare on her back, and wished sheâd ease up. Her mom was a former literary agent whoâd represented erotica writers, and had made Reeseâs life torture because of it. She was scared Reese would indulge in the same thing thatâd both made Mrs. Allen and her clientsâ beaucoup dollars once, and made her sister Montana a teen mother: sex. Reese didnât think it fair that she had to pay the price because of Mrs. Allenâs past-career paranoia or be hung for her older sister Montanaâs mistake for getting knocked up young. No, Reese didnât think her mother was reasonable, even if she had entertained the thought once or twice. She was a teenager; she had all kinds of thoughts that would make her parents fall out and die if they could read her mind.
If only she knew . Reese gripped her bag, then headed toward the door.
âMeet me in the study before you go,â He finally spoke. Thatâs what Reese had started to think of her dad as: He. A pronoun, not a father.
Reese stood in front of the desk her father never used, shouldered her bag, and placed her hand on her hip as she watched him sit. âYeah?â was all she said. Four tiny contemptuous letters that echoed her anger.
âIf it were up to me, you wouldnât go,â He said. âI know youâre lying.â
But why isnât it up to you? she almost asked, then stopped herself. She knew if anyone could stop her, He could. Reese decided to plead the fifth, and not say a word. Not until she knew what her father was up to.
âThe only reason Iâm not interfering ...â
Interfering? Youâre supposed to be my father, you idiot.
â... is because I want your mom to be able to run things when Iâm awayââ
âAway?â Reese couldnât take it anymore. Heâd only been home two days, and now He was off again? He must have another woman. Another family, even. You stupid, dirty dog! âWhat? You donât like us anymore? You just got here!â
For a second He hung his head.
Guilty, no doubt .
âI know, sweetie. But the record company has an issue that I need to take care of in the Cali division ... and Montana has a medical conference there too... .â
âSweetie?â Now youâre trying to patronize me. âMontana? Oh. Yeah. I see.â Guess sheâs not mature enough to go to a conference by herself. Sheâs only in med school to learn how to save lives. How dare she travel by plane? Alone. âSorry to disappoint you, Dad, but has it ever occurred to you to pick up the phone and call the school? Maybe, just maybe, this time Iâm not lying. Maybe Iâm just a teenage girl whoâs going to audition for a play you wonât be able to see because youâll be in Cali. With Montana.â
âAnd Iâm going to need you to look after Dakota while Iâm away. Your mother needs help.â
Iâm the one who needs help . Reese gripped her bag tighter and bounced out of the co-op just as her father began to dig deeper with his questioning. Before tears tracked down her face.
As soon as her feet connected with the pavement and moved toward the first thing rolling toward Central Park, Reese dialed Bronx Science to confirm her story would be backed up, then text-messaged Blaze, hoping heâd lift her spirits. She needed him more now than ever.
U MISS ME, MISS ME & STILL WANNA KISS