himself and give a little back to the world. I want his life to count,â she told him with passion. âI didnât want him to learn how to use people, how to treat them all as if they were beneath him.â
His eyes never left hers. âStill, Jonathan could have had every need seen to. He can still have that,â he point ed out.
Lilli watched him for a moment, heartsick and disappointed. Who was this person? The Kullen Manetti she remembered had a nobility about him. During one of their study sessions, heâd confided that he wanted to fight for the underdog. His father expected him to join his firm, but the thought of doing that left him feeling empty. After graduation he intended to go to work for a nonprofit organization, helping people who had nowhere else to turn.
Obviously somewhere along the line, heâd changed. He still looked like Kullen, but he no longer was that man.
Gripping the armrests on either side of her, Lilli pushed herself up to her feet again. âI guess youâre not the one to help me after all.â She steeled herself. âSorry I wasted your time.â
âYouâre repeating yourself,â he told her mildly. âIâll be the one who tells you if my timeâs being wasted.â She looked at him, perplexed. âRight now, Iâm just playing devilâs advocate,â he continued.
âI donât need a devilâs advocate,â she informed him tersely. âIf anything, I need an angel, because I am up against the devil in this. Elizabeth Dalton has a battalion of razor-sharp lawyers on her side.â She might aswell be up-front with him. âI canât afford a battalion of lawyers.â
âIâm guessing,â he said kindly, âthat you donât have the kind of money it takes to hire one lawyer.â
She wanted to protest his assumption, but couldnât. He was right and there was no point in pretending otherwise. Squaring her shoulders, she avoided looking into his eyes. If she saw pity there, it would destroy her. âI was hoping that I could pay the bill in installments.â
Kullen took no delight in watching her squirm, physically or mentally. âThe firm takes a few cases pro bonoââ
Her head shot up. âIâm not asking for charity,â she in formed him, offended by the suggestion.
He knew he had to tread lightly in order not to crush her self-esteemâor insult her. âNobody says you were. Itâs up to our accountant to decide whether or not taking a certain case is the right thing to do. Doing a pro bono case helps with the tax forms,â he quickly interjected to keep her from protesting again. âIt makes us look good. And from what I hear, the firm hasnât taken on a pro bono case this year. When you come right down to it, you might actually be doing us a favor,â he told her.
Lilli sincerely doubted that. But she was desperate and she did need someone with legal expertise in her corner. She had no time to waltz around semantics. She needed to engage a lawyer soon if she had any hope of keeping her son.
So for now, she played along and pretended that she believed this fabricated story of his. âAll right, if you put it that wayââ
He smiled. âI do.â
She had to remember not to look at him when he smiled like that. Otherwise, she ran the risk of melting right in front of him. That mischievous, boyish smile of his always got to her, managed to get through her armor. Heâd won her heart with that smile.
If only things could have been differentâ¦.
But they werenât, she reminded herself firmly. She had to deal in reality, not fantasies. The reality was that Elizabeth Dalton wanted to take her son away from herâand would, unless Lilli could fight her off. She felt like David, facing Goliath, and she needed a lot more than a slingshot and some rocks. She needed Kullen.
âOkay.â Releasing her