‘Yeesss, that’s it!’ Poor things. And all the while Hasse Sternlund from the local paper was sitting there taking notes—his pen was practically on fire. That didn’t make matters any easier.”
Fjällborg stopped being irritable and started chuckling.
“The accused was a shifty, greasy individual in his thirties,” Martinsson said. “He already had several convictions for sexual assault. But he always denied everything and claimed that he suffered from asthma—what the ladies at the Employment Office had heard was him having an asthma attack, not masturbating. At that point the defense counsel asked the accused to demonstrate what it sounded like when he had an asthma attack. You should have seen the judge and the jury. Their faces were twitching, and the judge pretended to have a coughing fit. They were all desperately trying not to burst out laughing; the situation was utterly absurd. The man refused, thank goodness. The defense counsel told me afterward that the only reason he asked his client to demonstrate an asthma attack was to see if he could knock me off balance. I had been so cold and clinical while interrogating both the plaintiffs and the accused. Whenever he calls me now about anything to do with work, he always starts breathing heavily and asks, ‘Is this the Employment Office?’”
“Was he convicted, then, the pervert?” Fjällborg said, deliberately dropping some pieces of meat on the floor. Bella slurped them up in an instant.
Martinsson laughed.
“Of course. I mean, who’d want a job like mine? Those poor women—you try imitating the sound of someone beating off!”
“Never! I’d rather be sent to prison.”
Fjällborg laughed. Martinsson felt happier. At the same time she was thinking about the older of the two plaintiffs. She had screwed up her eyes and stared at Martinsson. They had been sitting in the prosecutor’s office before the trial. The woman’s voice was rough and shrill, tainted by smoking and alcohol. Her lipstick had bled into the wrinkles above her upper lip. A thick layer of powder covered her open pores, the color quite lifeless.“This is all I need,” she had said, pursing her lips. And she had told Martinsson how she was bullied at work. That one of her colleagues had invited everyone to a party—everyone except her, that is. “They’re whispering behind my back all the time, just because at last year’s party I might have had a bit too much to drink and fell asleep on the terrace. They’re still going on about that. And they lie about me to the boss. I hate the whole damned lot of them. I ought to take them to court.”
Martinsson had felt completely exhausted after her meeting with the woman. Drained and depressed. Found herself thinking about her mother. If only she had not died so young. Would her voice have become like that woman’s at the end?
Fjällborg interrupted her thoughts.
“You seem to have a pretty exciting job, at least.”
“Oh, I don’t know. There’s nothing happening at the moment. Drunk driving and domestic violence all day every day.”
It is still snowing when she walks home. But it is calmer now. The flakes are not hurtling down like they were, but drifting, dancing attractively. The kind of snowfall that makes you feel happy. Big flakes melting on her cheeks.
Although it is quite late, it is not dark. The nights are getting lighter. The sky is gray, covered in snow clouds. Buildings and trees are blurred at the edges. As if they had been painted on wet watercolor paper.
She has reached the porch. She pauses, raises her hands, palms facing downward. Snow flakes land on her gloves and lie there, sparkling.
Without warning Martinsson is overcome by a feeling of pure white happiness. It flows through her body like wind blowing down a mountain valley. Power surges up from the ground. Through her body and into her hands. She standsabsolutely still. Dares not move for fear of frightening the moment away.
She is at one