like Melody, Eleanor and Keira, along with their uniformly hot boyfriends, sat on the cafeteria steps. Hot jocks were allowed to join them, but ugly jocks (such as the plain-Janes on the lacrosse team) hung out by the tennis courts. Band and choir members mostly loitered in the courtyard by the fountain, stoners behind the toilets. That just left their little area for waifs and strays â they werenât some inspirational band of misfit outsiders, however, they were just disparate individuals who tolerated each other because thereâs safety in numbers.
Sally was aware that, although SVHS was a daily nightmare, she didnât get nearly as much grief as some of her periphery friends. She was lucky in that a lot of the A-Listers didnât know she existed. Poor Grace Doulton with her acne, or overweight Dora Petrowski, or effeminate Joshua Parnell â they really got it bad.
Sally and Stan sat with a few of their lesson friends on the benches. Stan had devised the term âlesson friendâ as someone who you sit with for social protection purposes, but make no plans to see outside of school. As Sally didnât have Jennie or Stan in all of her classes, these B-List friends were important to her.
âWhatâs your day like?â Stan asked.
âPretty sucky. Double maths first.â
âBut Iâll see you third period, right?â
âYeah. You can carry on your story.â In the margins of her French notepad, Stan was writing some
Satanville
fanfic. It was actually pretty good â another little thing to look forward to, another breadcrumb to lead her through the day.
Stan was about to reply when they saw Jennie and Kyle hurrying across the lawn towards the library. Sometimes Kyle hung out with them, sometimes he loitered by the fountain. He carried his guitar on his back, dyed jet black hair blowing over his face. Sally swallowed back a bitter taste as he approached. He really did think he was the reincarnated spirit of Kurt Cobain and it made her sick.
He and Jennie were clearly having some sort of spat. He wasnât so much holding her hand as dragging her across the grass. Out of earshot, Kyle whispered something in Jennieâs ear before releasing her from his grasp. After a pause they walked the rest of the way side by side. Jennie nodded at whatever it was he was saying before smiling broadly and almost skipping the rest of the way to the table, as if heâd commanded her to cheer up. âHey, guys!â
Sparkle, Jennie, sparkle.
Stan frowned. âYou OK?â
âYeah, Iâm fine!â Jenny said with a rictus grin.
Sally decided not to let it drop. âWhat was that about?â
âNothing. Everythingâs fine.â Kyle answered on her behalf. âRight, babe?â
âRight.â Jennie fiddled with the hem of her nautical baby-doll dress. âI made us late. Kyle was supposed to drop some sheet music off but ââ
âItâs no biggy.â Kyle wrapped an arm around her shoulder. âIâll do it at break.â He looked directly at Stan. âYou know what girls are like. She was getting all stressed out and I was, like, dude, chill.â
âRight,â Stan said, apparently uncomfortable at being dragged into it.
âWe made the bell, so itâs all fine.â Jennie smiled but her shoulders were rigid. Sally longed to know exactly what words heâd whispered in her ear. Standard Jennie and Kyle: they were tactile and smiley but a weird vibe seemed to follow them around.
Jennie looked right at her. âHey, Sal, did you see the cast list yet?â
âWhat? No. Is it up already?â
âAccording to Becca it is. She ran off to see if her name was on the list a minute ago.â
Sally sprang off the bench, her palms suddenly sweaty. âOh, OK. I guess I should go check, then.â
âWant us to come with you?â Stan asked, swinging his rucksack onto his