anger as she starts walking me home, her grip hurting my arm. Grandpaâs feet are shuffling behind. When we get back, Grandma Iulia and Sabina are both waiting by the door with worried faces. Mama pushes me into the bathroom and says, âGo wash your face and hands. Itâs past three oâclock. You must be starving.â
The water feels cool on my cheeks. I dry my hands and then go into the dining room. The table hasnât been set. Thatâs my job. I set the table and go back to our room, where I find Mama waiting. Sheâs sitting so straight on the edge of her bed, it looks as if she just swallowed a stick. Her posture is exactly the way she said mine ought to be in order to walk properly, except Mama is sitting.
âI never, ever want this to happen again,â she starts. âDo you understand?â she asks, holding my chin and making me look into her eyes. I nod, deciding not to cry. âI thought I made it clear that you are not to go to the park without an adult. I donât want to have to worry about your safety. Do you understand?â I nod again, but Mama doesnât see me. âIsnât it bad enough that even adults nowadays canât go for a walk in the park without being afraid to have a simple conversation overheard?â She is half talking to herself and keeps asking, âDo you understand me?â over and over. Then, as if seeing my face for the first time, she gives up. âLetâs go and have lunch,â she says, getting up.
Everyone is already seated at the dining room table except for Tata, whoâs still off filming somewhere. The room is completely silent. I can sense their eyes following me as I walk around to my chair, which is between Mamaâs and Grandpaâs seats. Grandpa pulls my chair out and places two large phone books on it so that I can reach the table comfortably. The chair makes a scraping sound as Grandpa pushes it forward. âSabina,â Grandma calls from the head of the table, âplease bring in the soup.â
I love the smell of the vegetable soup as the steam rises from my bowl. Grandpa Yosef breaks off the end of the baguette and hands it to me. The crusty end is my favorite part. I dunk the crust into my soup and let it soak up the delicious broth. We all sip in silence, our spoons clicking against the porcelain bowls. Grandpa slurps his broth with great satisfaction. There is a sense of relief in the room as Sabina gathers the bowls and then comes back from the kitchen with a platter of steaming frankfurters and a cauliflower casserole dish.
âWhereâs my knife?â Uncle Max asks.
Aunt Puica tells him, âTake mine,â then stops abruptly. âI donât have a knife either.â She looks bewildered at the empty spot next to her plate. I pick up a frankfurter with two fingers and bite into it. They all stare at me.
âEva, did you forget to set the knives?â Grandma Iulia demands.
I shrug and keep nibbling at my frankfurter.
âSabina,â Grandma Iulia says, âgo get some knives please.â
Sabina pulls out the sideboard drawer, searching for the knives. âMadam,â she says, âthe knives are all gone.â
Thereâs lots of commotion as everyone gets up from the table in search of the missing knives. I stay in my seat and keep nibbling.
Aunt Puicaâs puzzled voice drifts in from the kitchen. âTheyâre not in here either.â
âWhere have all the knives gone?â Uncle Maxâs question hangs in the air.
âEva, do you know?â Grandpa Yosef âs voice is gentle. I nod, still playing with my food. âShow me,â Grandpa says. I slide off the phone books and walk to the sideboard. I open the doors to the shelves where our table linens are stored. I take out a tablecloth heavy with the hidden silverware and place it on top of the sideboard. Grandpa unfolds it, revealing all of our knives tucked in its