each table, Eavan could see a jumble of silver hand mirrors, ivory combs, feathered hair barrettes, and crystal bottles of perfume with elaborate atomizers.
And her family satâin dishabilleâon overly plush divans. In the center, like a queen holding court, was Nyx, Eavanâs grandmother and matriarch, her judge and torturer. Nyx held herself regally, watching with serpent-cold eyes. âEavan.â
It wasnât a warm welcome, but no one there thought Eavan deserved Nyxâs warmth.
Even me.
Ever since Eavan had told Nyx she wasnât moving home after college, things had been more strained. Glaistigs didnât live away from the clan. It simply wasnât done. Of course, no other glaistig clan would be foolish enough to challenge Nyxâs decision to violate tradition by allowing Eavan a touch of freedom. The same cruelty that had left scars on Eavanâs back allowed Nyx to defy tradition now: crossing Nyx was painful more often than not.
Beautiful monsters. My family.
The three of them looked like sisters, like her sisters. They appeared to be only a couple of years older than Eavanâwrinkle-free, lustrous hair, bodies as sculpted as professional dancers. In high school, her âguardiansâ had incited equal parts envy and curiosity when they attended school events. In college, people assumed they were her sorority sisters or asked if she was part of a modeling agency. Luckily, they hadnât visited her en masse at the office yet. Their unchanging nature would eventually elicit too many questions. As will my own. Eavan wasnât sure when itâd started bothering her, but it irritated her more and moreâtheir immutable nature, her own now-unchanging body.
For now. Choosing mortality meant Eavan would eventually age and die. Sheâd age more slowly than mortals, but it would still happen. Glaistigs didnât. They brought death, but didnât suffer from it.
âWhat are you wearing? Itâs soââNeNe fluttered her hands around as she took in Eavanâs skirt, which reached just below the kneeââopaque.â
âItâs wool.â Eavan leaned down and kissed her auntâs cheek. They might be monsters, but they were still her family. âJust like Iâve worn to every other meeting.â
âI mustâve repressed it.â NeNe sniffed. Like the rest of the women, with her gauzy camisole and thick tumble of hair, NeNe looked as if she were awaiting clientele, not expecting a visit from the girl theyâd collectively raised as their daughter.
âYou know, what this place needs is a stripper pole.â The words were out before Eavan could stop herself, but no one flinched. Eavan could say whatever came to mind here. Home wasnât where Eavan wanted to be, but she couldnât deny how right it still felt to be there. Glaistigs were clan creatures, and although Eavan was clinging fiercely to her humanity, she was still part of the clan. âA pole would fit right in,â she added. âJust like at your clubs.â
Grandmother Nyx nodded. âI was just saying that, wasnât I?â
Chloe handed Eavan a brush before answering, âSheâs joking, Mama.â
Nyx shrugged, lifting one delicate shoulder in a graceful move that belied her centuries. âIt matters little. Sheâs right for a change.â
Eavan smothered a laugh; Nyx knew that Eavan had been only partially joking. It would fit in, and theyâd enjoy having it here. Sometimes when all the rest was set aside, Eavan suspected that Nyx was the only one who truly understood her. The older glaistig didnât approve of Eavanâs urge to live as a mortal, but she understood the impulse to forge new rules. Following a path simply because it had always been done that way wouldnât make sense to Nyx. Of course, neither would chastity.
Eavan sat on the back of the sofa, perched behind her grandmother, and began