try to capture that tomorrow. No, she wouldnât. Tomorrow she would work on Sienna. Or find the envelopes.
âOh, God. My life is unfolding like a Greek tragedy.â
âDonât overdramatize. Everything will be fine.âHetty draped a cotton blouse over a hanger. âI know you. You get blocked and it feels as if itâll be forever. Then one day something clicks and away you go again.â
Lexie slumped onto the bed. âI hope youâre right.â
Hetty went to hang the blouse and clicked her tongue at the crowded closet. She pushed through the hangers and brought out a faded pink dress. âHonestly, Lexie, I recognize this from when you went to art school. Why not get rid of it?â
Lexieâs mouth dried as she recalled being seventeen and living away from home in her first year at art school. Sheâd bought the dress because the cut was loose and hid her thickening waist. No one in her family knew, then or now, that sheâd been pregnant.
âIt holds memories. IâI canât throw it away.â The crush of soft fabric between her fingers brought a sudden rush of grief and guilt. Why did she torture herself by keeping it around? She should get rid of it. In factâ¦
What if it was all the excess stuff in her house that was blocking her? Declutter. Wasnât that what all the womenâs magazines were telling her to do?
âOn second thoughtâ¦â Lexie grabbed the pink dress and an armful of hangers and hauled them out of the closet.
Seeing space open up felt good. With a burst ofenthusiasm she took down the folded piles of clothes from the shelf and threw them into the hallway along with the clothes on hangers. This might be another form of procrastination but at least it would achieve something.
âWhatâs going on with you and Dad?â she asked, standing on tiptoe to reach the jigsaw puzzles. âI thought you wanted to get back together with him. I thought you were going to give him another chance.â
âHeâs not giving me another chance,â Hetty said, hanging up her blouses in the space Lexieâd created. âEven though Smedley is fine, Steve still blames me for the dog eating fox bait.â Hettyâs voice wobbled. âSteve wouldnât even look at me at the Fun Run. Itâs been two weeks now and we barely speak. While I was at the yoga retreat in Queensland he converted our house to a bachelor pad complete with car parts on the kitchen floor and a pool table in the living room.â
âGet him to change it back.â
âHeâs never home to do anything! Heâs out all the time, volunteering at the Menâs Shed Jack founded, at Toastmasters meetingsâ¦.â
âYou wanted him to find a hobby,â Lexie reminded her.
âHeâs found a hobby all right.â Lexie read the anger in Hettyâs gray eyes. âHer name is Susan Dwyer.â
Huh? Lexie dropped the puzzle boxes on top of thepile of clothes. Steve, her stolid conservative father, the man whoâd been dependent on Hetty for years, had another woman? âNo way. Dad wouldnât have an affair.â
Hetty lifted her shoulders, her mouth twisting. âWhat do you call it when heâs out with her three nights of the week? He says theyâre on a committee to organize some speech contest or other. And he says sheâs his mentor and is helping him with his entry. But heâs not the type to get caught up in committees. He has to be doing it because of her.â
âNot necessarily,â Lexie said, trying to be fair. âRenita and I went to the Toastmasters meeting the night he did his Icebreaker speech. It was obvious he enjoys the meetings and everyone there, not just Susan Dwyer.â She paused before adding, âHe really has changed while youâve been in Queensland. Maybe you donât know him as well as you think you do.â
âI donât know him at all