isnât necessary if you donât feel comfortable with making the boy a part of your family, Miss Delancy. These children are brought west in hopes of getting them the education and training for the future that they would never have the opportunity to get in New York City. Shopkeeping would be an excellent trade for the boy, for, as you have seen, heâs eager to know more about the world around him. Unlike the other children, he hasnât shown interest in the farms we passed on the train. I believe he would be much happier living in Haven than on a farm.â
âMaybe Mr. Anderson at the liveryââ
Reverend Faulkner intruded to say, âHe stopped me on the street during the chase and let me know that I need not ask him to take in the boy.â
âYour store would be the perfect place for Sean, Miss Delancy,â continued Mr. Barrett as if neither of them had spoken. âRather than as a member of your family, you could consider him an apprentice.â
Emma guessed he had repeated these words with slight variations many times over. âYouâre very persuasive, Mr. Barrett.â
âMy job requires me to be so.â
âI could use help at the store. That is true, but itâs also true that I know nothing about raising boys. I have only a sister.â She looked hastily away from Reverend Faulknerâs kind eyes, not wanting him to guess she was not being honest.
The minister put his hand on her shoulder. âI knew we could count on you, Emma. Why donât you go back to the store while we talk to the boy?â
âSo he might not wish to be at the store?â She could not keep the hope out of her voice.
Mr. Barrett shook his head. âWe at the Childrenâs Aid Society serve in a parental role, Miss Delancy, and itâs a parentâs place to make such decisions. Not the childâs, for no child, especially one as young as Sean, can possibly make such a choice alone.â
âGo on back to the store,â Reverend Faulkner said. âWeâll be there shortly with the necessary paperwork to have Sean OâDell stay with you.â
Emma nodded, then backed away as the two men continued talking. She turned and almost stumbled, although the floor was smooth and even. When someone asked if she was all right, she murmured an answer that she was.
Another lie. Letting Reverend Faulkner and Mr. Barrett talk her into taking this child had been among the most foolish things she had ever done. Almost as foolish as letting Miles Cooper woo her into becoming his wife to give himself a legitimate place in her hometown.
She shivered as she stepped back out of the Grange, not from the cold, but from the memories that poured forth to taunt her. No, nothing had been as stupid as marrying Miles Cooper.
Hurrying across the green, where the grass was still brown from winter, Emma sought the sanctuary that always helped her force scenes of the past from her head. She had found a home here in Haven, and, within her store, she could focus on the present and leave behind her the events of seven years ago. She even could walk past the brick courthouse where Lewis Parker had his office without wanting to flee in fear.
Her steps slowed when she saw the weathered buckboard was still in front of the storeâs porch. When Mr. Sawyer came out of the store carrying a large bag of seed, he swung the sack into the back of his buckboard as effortlessly as if it were a feather pillow. Bending to lift another that was on the porch, he paused. He stood and leaned one elbow on the wagonâs side. Again he tipped his hat to her with a grace that suggested he would be as comfortable in an eastern ballroom as here on the streets of Haven.
âMiss Delancy, I think I owe you an apology.â
She shook her head, hoping someone or something would delay Reverend Faulkner and Sean in the Grange Hall. Having them show up now might infuriate Mr. Sawyer again. Now he