Novel); decent, too, in his disapproval of anything written after 1700 (which is, and I quote, âso much gah-gahâ). These days he teaches only one seminar, thinly attended by undergraduates who emerge from the three-hour sessions glassy-eyed. Conversation with Paleozoic has a surreal quality. Learning Iâve just come from the library, heâll begin with a reference to the stacks, segue to Danteâs circles of hell, and somehow, several minutes later, alight on Hemingway. Regarding Hemingway (good bloke, shame the way it ended), he will become animated. âHave you ever been to Morocco?â His shaggy eyebrows rise and stay aloft, awaiting my reply.
I have not.
The eyebrows drop. He struggles for another metaphor to illustrate his sentiment about Hemingway. âHave you ever been sailing?â Up with the brows. âOn a blustery day?â
âYes.â
A smile expands across his face. âEnough said.â Patting me on the shoulder, he departs with hushed tread.
At three P.M . our two senior gentlemen take their tea. Whichever is last to reach the faculty lounge discovers his waiting companion with a cry of âAha!â; the one already seated in the lounge replies in kind, and once this attendance has been taken they settle down to business in earnest. In the sanctum of the lounge, beneath a large NO SMOKING sign (relic of the days before smoking was prohibited in all university buildings), Paleozoic strikes a match and lights his pipe, and the two commence a tranquil hourâs throat clearing while the rest of us make ourselves scarce.
The Bitching Hour now convened, Jeff opens the loungeâs single window. I flap a manila folder to clear the remaining smoke.
âWord is Dean Hopkins has a crush on Faulkner,â says Jeff. âHeâs hinting about pushing for a more contemporary curriculum, presumably expanding our twentieth-century offerings. Look whoâs going to win the tenure jackpot.â
âWouldnât it be nice. But Iâm not counting on it.â
Jeff is my âtenure-shepherd.â Itâs his job to advise me on tenure-packet preparation. Itâs my job to fish for reassurance.
âOf course youâre not,â he says approvingly. âStill, it looks good for you. Despite your rosy youth.â
âHa.â
âWell you have to admit itâs not every day profs come up for tenure at twelve.â
âIâm thirty-three. Andââ
âWhat Iâm sayingââhe cuts me offââis that beside your standout record, youâve got a bulletproof specialty. I expect to see you crowned in the next few months. Then maybe once your job is secure youâll admit how much you despise undergrads.â
I grin. âYouâre projecting.â
âYou hate teaching too, you just canât admit it because youâre still an idealist. At least Iâm honest about the spoiled buggers. Once youâre tenured youâll tell the truth too.â
I try again. Maintaining my studentsâ posture in their creakywooden seats is an unsung art, one I undertake with zest. âI like my students,â I say. Even if the endearing thing about them is how dumb they think we are. Even if they toss thin excuses at our feet: lazy dares. Undergraduates find their professorsâ infatuations unfathomable . . . except when a book has gotten to them. Then they queue up cross-legged on the speckled floor outside my office, radiant with the need to have a thorny passage explained, or some bracing moral challenge resolved. The trust theyâre willing to place in my hands, then, is stunning.
Jeff smiles with one corner of his mouth, telling me no argument I can summon will be worth the effort. âWhy the tie?â I ask instead. âBlack turtlenecks not good enough for you anymore?â
âThe Emory chairmanâs in town. Iâm going to attend his lecture on the
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