Seychelles?
She stared at his chiselled features and wondered why she had ever believed she had seen warmth in his eyes that glittered as hard and bright as sapphires. What a fool she had been. Despite everything that happened, his coldness to her in the last months of their marriage, deep down she had believed there was a chance that they might one day get back together. That fragile sense of hope had now gone and she was shocked by how badly it hurt.
She turned her head towards the window. The sun streaming through the glass was so bright, and surely it was the glare that was making her eyes water? As if she were looking through a kaleidoscope, she saw the fractured images of a woman pushing a pram through the park with a tall, handsome man at her side. But when she blinked, the vision disappeared, just as her dreams had done.
Somehow she marshalled her thoughts and emotions, and even managed a cool smile when she looked back at Constantin.
âIn that case thereâs nothing more to be said. Iâll wait to receive a new divorce petition from your solicitor, which I will sign and return immediately. I understand that the legal proceedings are straightforward in an uncontested divorce.â
âIâve instructed my lawyer to offer you a financial settlement.â Constantin frowned when she shook her head. âI donât understand why you insisted on signing a prenuptial agreement that awarded you absolutely nothing.â
âBecause I want nothing from you,â Isobel told him fiercely. âIâm lucky to be able to earn a high income, but even if the band hadnât become successful I wouldnât have accepted a handout from you.â
Impatience glittered in his eyes. âI see youâve lost none of your prickly independence. Youâre the only woman Iâve ever known who got annoyed if I bought you presents.â
She hadnât wanted expensive gifts. What she had wanted he had been unable or unwilling to give herâlove, his heart in exchange for hers, a marriage that was a true partnership. Did such a thing even exist? Sheâd seen little evidence of it in her parentsâ marriage, Isobel thought wryly. Perhaps her father had been right during one of their many rows about her doing homework rather than writing songs, when he had accused her of wasting her time chasing rainbows. Maybe happy-ever-after only happened in fairy tales.
Of their own volition her eyes fixed on Constantinâs face as she committed his sculpted features to her memory. The faintly cynical curve of his lips evoked a visceral ache in her belly.
She had to get out of the house
now
, before her wafer-thin composure cracked. Never had she been more thankful for the illusion of supreme confidence that performing with the band had given her. She walked unhurriedly across the room and glanced back at Constantin from the doorway. âIâll instruct my lawyer to reject any financial offer from you.â
âPer lâamor di Dio
!â He swore beneath his breath as he crossed the room with long strides. âDammit, Isobel, you are entitled to receive a settlement from me. The music industry can be fickle, and, although the band is riding high at the moment, no one can say what the future holds.â
Wasnât that the truth? Isobel thought emotively as the image of her tiny baby daughter flashed into her mind. Coming back to the house where she had dreamed of living as a happy family with Constantin and their child, she felt as though a protective layer had been scraped away from the scar tissue surrounding her heart.
âThereâs no reason any more for you to feel responsible for me,â she said tautly.
Her eyes clashed with his, and something in his brilliant blue gaze sent a warning signal to her brain. She sensed that he was mentally stripping her naked, and she was furious with her treacherous body as heat stole through her veins. He had always had the