âBread sounds good.â
She took her old place at the table next to the sewing machine, where sheâd sat as a child. Deydie sliced off a hunk of hard wheat bread, slathered it with butter, and set it before Cait.
âSit with me. Iâve something to say,â Cait said.
âIâm warming up by the fire,â Deydie replied mulishly. She stared at a point just above Caitâs shoulder. âIâve something to say to ye, too. And Iâll only say it once.â Her gran paused like it troubled her to continue. âI got yere note. Itâs a hard thing to lose your man the way ye did. At such a young age. Iâm sorry for yere loss.â
Caitâs throat tightened, knowing how hard it was forDeydie to give any kind of sympathy. The old gal just wasnât that type of gran. Cait couldâve lied and accepted Deydieâs condolence, but she had to tell the truth, no matter how painful and embarrassing. âDonât be sorry. We were getting divorced.â
âDivorced?â Deydie growled the word as if Cait had blasphemed.
Cait rose and went to her gran, standing before her like a kid in trouble. She needed Deydieâs support in this. âHe died in bed with another woman. Heâd been having an affair for months. It wasnât his first indiscretion, either.â
Deydie stilled so completely she couldâve become one of the stones in the hearth. Finally, she spoke. âThen good riddance to him.â She spat in the fire, and it sizzled.
Relief spread over CaitâGran understood. âIâve come home to stay. But I wonât put you out. Iâve rented the room above the pub until my cottage can be repaired.â
âGraham.â Deydie hissed his name as if he ranked lower than a beach rat.
âHe wanted nothing to do with it. I twisted his arm. Iâm stubborn, remember?â Hoping to change the subject, Cait scanned the room, her eyes landing on Deydieâs bed. âShow me what quilts youâve been working on.â
âNot now.â Deydie walked away, preoccupied. âYouâll be staying for supper.â It wasnât a request. She went to the cupboard and pulled out potatoes, carrots, onions, and a cutting board. She set them, along with a paring knife, in front of Caitâs place at the table. âGo on, now. Make them good-sized chunks to add to the stew meat.â
Automatically, as if Cait were eleven again, she sat down, picked up the knife, and began peeling a potato. As obedient now as sheâd been then. One of her earliestrecollections was chopping vegetables for Deydie. Back then, her gran had taught her all sorts of things.
It all changed when Caitâs mama got cancer. Not an instant change, but small shifts from an attentive gran whoâd taught Cait how to sew, to the gran who saw only fault in Cait for looking so much like her absent father.
Deydie resented that Daâs life hadnât changed with Mamaâs illness. He stayed in Aberdeen or Inverness, working in the law offices, returning only on the weekends. The sicker Mama got, the more Caitâs father stayed gone. But that wasnât the worst part. When Mama needed Deydie mostâwhen Cait needed her mostâheâd accepted a transfer and moved them to Chicago. Only months later, Mama died, and Deydie wasnât there. Heâd ripped Deydieâs daughter away from her, and heâd ripped Cait from the only life sheâd ever known.
Caitâs hand began to shake, but she kept on peeling. She dared a glance at Deydie, who stood over the sink, talking to herself. Mostly mumbles, but a few discernible words flew out. âMisguided.â âConfounded.â âDevilment.â
Finally, Deydie set two bowls and two spoons on the table. She stood back and openly studied her. âWhat have ye done to your hair? Dyed it?â
Cait held up a lock. âNo dye. Itâs just gotten darker