when we went down to breakfast, Mrs. Crosby and Alexis were just leaving the dining room.
âGood morning,â I said brightly, careful not to make any comments about what a beautiful day it was. Mrs. Crosbyâs face was pinched and her eyes shadowed, and Alexis had been crying.
She made a gallant effort, though. âGood morning, Mrs. Martin, Mr. Nesbitt.â She gave us a smile that took my breath away, even forced as it was. âDid you enjoy your walk yesterday?â
âWe did, though it wore us out. We were sorry you couldnât come, too.â I hesitated a moment, then plunged ahead. This girl needed some cheering up. âLook, Alexis, I need to go shopping this morning, and shopping isnât really Alanâs thing. If your mother doesnât need you, how would you like to come with me? Itâs no fun to shop alone.â I didnât include Mrs. Crosby in the invitation. I didnât want to make her invent an excuse.
Alexis exchanged a glance with her mother. It was full of meaning, but a meaning I could not interpret fully. Partly it said
She knows,
or so I thought, but there was more than that, and I didnât know what. At any rate, Alexis didnât look happy. âThank you, but I think my motherââ
âNow, Lexa, weâre here on holiday.â Mrs. Crosby spoke with some determination, though her voice was soft. âI will not have you dancing attendance on me. If I choose to sit by the fire like a pampered cat, thatâs my decision, but thereâs no reason for you to hang about. I shall be perfectly comfortable, darling, and youâre entitled to a little treat.â
Her look this time was one of clear command. Alexis closed her eyes for a moment and then smiled at me, a charming smile that didnât reach her eyes.
âThank you, Mrs. Martin. Iâd like to go shopping with you.â
âGood.â I spoke briskly, before she could change her mind. âThe lobby in forty-five minutes? And you might ask one of the staff the best place for evening clothes.â
âEvening clothes? In Penzance? Well, Iâll ask. See you later, then.â
She smiled that perfectly manufactured smile again, but as she turned away, her face fell into shadow.
4
A N hour later we were walking down the oddly named Market Jew Street looking for dress shops. Lexa was carrying her ever-present bottle of water; I was burdened only with a large handbag. I stopped to look at my reflection in a shop window and adjust the tilt of my hat. It was a cheerful one, black straw decorated with cherries, and I was moderately pleased with my appearance until I caught a glimpse of Alexisâs reflection next to mine.
I turned to her. âMy dear girl, I must say Iâm beginning to have second thoughts about shopping with you.â
She looked puzzled.
âYou have such a perfect figure. Whereas Iâwell, I enjoy my food a little too much. I admit Iâm very much looking forward to a cream tea with real Cornish clotted cream, but it all has to go somewhere, doesnât it?â I patted my tummy ruefully. âYou give me a complex. I should imagine you live on lettuce and airâand water, of course.â
She laughed a little at that. âMore or less. Iâve had to, really, for so many years itâs second nature. Rabbit food, regular exercise, no drinking, no drugsâitâs a bit of a bore, actually.â
âHad to?â
âFor my job, yes.â
âIâm sorry, youâve lost me.â
She smiled. âOh, yes, I forgot you didnât know. Iâm a model. I have to look after myself properly or my incomeâs gone. My professional name is Alexis Adams.â
I smote my forehead. âOh, goodness! Thatâs why Iâve had the feeling weâd met. I donât read the fashion magazines anymore, but I must have seen your face on magazine covers at newsstands, and Iâve certainly