millimeter by millimeter. âIâm going in. See if heâs here. Then youâre coming in to talk to him.â
âWait! Iâm not mentally prepared for that yet.â
âBoo-hoo! I wasnât mentally prepared to die.â
Chapter Five
Jimmy steps through the door, leaving me jumping on the spot to keep warm. A car rolls down the winding street, its headlights illuminating the conifers and precision-cut hedges. I dive behind a potted plant until it passes.
Minutes later, he bursts out of the door and runs onto the thick lawn. Heâs sweating. Somehow, a ghost is perspiring and looking unnerved.
âWhat happened?â I whisper, drawing him into the shadows.
He looks at me blindly, mumbling, âJust stars. Thatâs all there is. Stars.â
I screw up my face. âStars? What do you mean?â
âIn his room.â Jimmy groans. âJust stars.â
âWell, that makes a whole lot of sense,â I say dryly.
âHeâs not in there. Only stars on the wall.â
Clearly heâs not going to elaborate on the star thing. My phone watch tells me itâs twelve forty-four. âYou werenât in there very long. Did you check every room?â
Jimmyâs spine straightens with pride. âI can run real fast, you know.â
âOf course I know. One hundred meters in ten-point-nine seconds.â
He cocks an eyebrow. âYou keep stats on me?â
I feel my face start to burn and I find a way to back-pedal. âI have to check facts when I subedit. Some things just stick in my head, thatâs all.â
âNice to know
someone
cares,â he says. âUnlike my brother.â
âOf course he cares. Heâs probably out looking for you.â
Jimmy grimaces. He leans against a thick tree trunk and I wonder why he doesnât get absorbed into the bark. Maybe itâs because he
expects
the tree to hold him up. Thereâs still so much about ghost protocols I havenât learned yet.
âI donât know... Last I remember, we got into a fight.â
âWhat, a fist-fight?â I lean against the tree, too. No danger of me being swallowed upâknock on wood.
âNah. All I know is that it was about something stupid. Something to do with the newspaper.â He shakes his head as if to jog his memory. âWhatever it was, it made me crazy angry.â
I keep my gaze on the dewy grass. âLike an...exposé of some kind?â
âExposé,â he says flatly. Crossing his arms, he stands straighter. âYeah, an article. A hatchet job. On me.â
âYou knew about it?â
He stares at me accusingly. â
You
knew? Did you write it, Miss Fact-Checker?â
My defenses rise like a plume of volcanic ash. âNo! I didnât know anything until Mara told me about it yesterday. She wasnât going to run it, because she wasnât sure if...if it was true. Are you saying it was a lie?â
Jimmy snorts and frowns at his right leg. âI wish. Guess it doesnât matter anymore, huh?â
My anger dials down a notch. âIâm sorry.â
âIâve known for a month or so. Tried to tell myself Iâd get better.â Raw emotion drips from his voice. âYou know what sucks about all this? I donât even have a real body anymore, but it still hurts like hell.â
Iâm completely baffled as to why a ghost can feel physical pain. Iâve heard about amputees who feel sensation in their lost body parts. Phantom pain. Maybe Jimmy has some form of that. The idea of death not freeing a person from pain fills me with horror. Grandie was in agony in her last days. Is
she
still suffering, too?
I wish I could comfort her. Comfort Jimmy. Heâs staring at his knee with utter loathing.
âWhat do you want to do now?â I throw a look at the immense house. âWait for Dan?â
Part of meâa large, cowardly partâsilently begs him to
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