Everyone likes her.
Everyone. Including me. Most of all.
She has long hair that hangs in curls that look like the tops of small waves right before they break on the sand. If I carved a mermaid, Iâd make it look like her. Blech. Mary Anne makes me as sappy as a pine tree. If it hasnât happened to you yet, it will. One day youâll look up and see someone who makes your heart feel like hot pudding and your mouth feel like the Sahara Desert.
Right now her face is pale. âWe didnât find the snake,â she says.
Prison break. Gollum at large. Mildly venomous snake on the lam. The words run through my mind, but I donât say any of them. I just nod.
âAnd who sits here?â I hear the new kidâs mom ask.
I look back out the window. Straight ahead. Please donât introduce me now. Please. Not in front of Mary Anne.
âChildren of all ages sit here; itâs a question of temperament.â
What he means is that the weirdos sit here. Weâre the ones who look at the water.
Most mornings itâs silver and blue like the moonlight that has just said good-bye to it.
We donât mind being called weirdos. Nobody says it mean, except Tuffman. Everyone calls us that, even Dean Swift, who a second later, says, â Freedom from constant adult supervision, the bane of the modern childâs existence! That is the soul balm we offer these broken winged babes: personal liberty, independence, the wonders of the forest. Because our property extends into White Deer Woods, students can fish and explore as much as they like, which makes even the weirdos here at the counter happy.â
The new kidâs mom gasps. âThe last thing any child needs is to be labeled a weirdo ,â she says. Her voice is so sharp it hurts my ears. âThis is precisely the kind of bullying we dealt with in the public schools.â
From the corner of my eye I see the new kid shake his head. For a second I hate him. Iâd give my teethâall of themâto hear my mom chew someone out for me.
I hear the dean gulp. I wait for one of his lies. They are always so unbelievable that whoever heâs lying to usually feels sorry for him and pretends to believe him. Itâs what I used to do whenever heâd try to explain to me why my dad wasnât coming to get me for the weekend.
âI didnât say âweirdos,âââ Dean Swift finally says.
I give him points for using a very hurt voice. Nice touch, Dean.
âI said âWerewolvesâ because that is what the students who sit here call themselves. They are wanderingwonderers and wondering wanderers with a future in the sciences.â
Mary Anne covers her giggle with her hand. I donât think itâs funny, though. The dean can call me pretty much anything he likes, just not that. Iâm no werewolf.
Dean Swift walks toward the back of the dining hall. âIâd like to show you the kitchen, where our residents help with meal preparation.â
âCome on, Mom.â The new kid turns to follow the dean.
Pretty Lady steps toward the window. She looks like sheâs about to cry. My mom would have hated leaving me here too.
I donât want this lady to think itâs true.
Iâm not a werewolf. Iâve read about them. Werewolves are humans who got cursed. Iâm not cursed. They have unibrows, and if you cut their skin youâll see fur, not blood. Two fingertips fit between my eyebrows. I bleed. Werewolves attack people in the woods and eat them. I wouldnât do that. Not even to Tuffman, and not just because heâd taste like old cheese and toe jam. Werewolves run with two feet and one hand and push their other hand back like a tail. Thatâs just awkward.
So I turn around on my stool and shake my head at Pretty Lady. I mouth the words to her, âI am not a werewolf.â I am not a monster.
She swallows and walks away fast, pretending likesheâs afraid
Abigail Madeleine u Roux Urban