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tried, she thought to herself, trying her best not to laugh in his face. “No, everything is okay,” Dominique replied instead.  
    “Okay.”
    While Deondre went back to stroking her nice and slow, Dominique couldn’t help but to think of Kaleb. She knew that she was wrong for even allowing him to enter her mind while she was with Deondre, but she couldn’t help it. As much as she tried to concentrate on what was happening at that moment, her mind kept drifting. Not only was her mind consumed with thoughts of Kaleb, but she also felt dirty. Here she was having sex with Deondre, when only hours earlier she was sleeping with another man. After a few moments, Dominique stopped beating herself up about it. It wasn’t like she could tell Deondre to stop. If so, he would know that something wasn’t right because she had never denied him sex before.
    Deondre raised his body on his elbows and slammed his hips down into Dominique’s causing her body to jerk violently. Ugh! Why the hell does he have to do it so fucking hard? When he gripped her waist and started to pound her real fast like a jackrabbit, Dominique couldn’t do anything but sigh. Again, thoughts of Kaleb clouded her mind. Why can’t I stop thinking about him? was a question that she constantly asked herself, but even at that very moment, Dominique didn’t know why. She loved Kaleb, that was a fact, but did she love him enough to ruin her home behind him was the question. Dominique threw out a few ooooh’s and ahhhh’s, just to make sure that Deondre didn’t suspect anything. The truth was she was loss and didn’t know what she was going to do. There she was lying in bed with her fiancé, thinking about another man; a man who belonged to someone else as well.
    This shit has got to stop. Dominique knew that her relationship with Kaleb had to end, even though she didn’t want it to. Mentally, she chastised herself. I have a fucking family to think about. A child and a man who will be my husband soon. Although Dominique didn’t love Deondre as much as she loved Kaleb, he was the father of her child and the man she was due to marry. Dominique realized that jeopardizing her family over an ex was stupid, especially an ex who had cheated on her in the past. Yeah, Kaleb explained what had gone down that night, but at the end of the day, he still cheated. She had lived happily for four years without him in her life, and she refused to allow the feelings she had for him to ruin everything now. While Deondre finished up, Dominique made up her mind and decided that it was final. She would no longer deal with Kaleb. Deondre had promised to work on being a better man, and she was going to work on being a better woman. Dominique knew she couldn’t do that if she was still fucking Kaleb. Their affair had to stop, and she was planning on breaking her habit cold turkey.  

Chapter 2
    “Where the hell are you?” Shanice asked, as soon as she answered her ringing phone. She listened to the voice on the other end speak for a second before she sat up on the couch and yelled, “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me!” 
    “I swear, Nicy. I didn’t even know she was going to be there. I literally ran into her,” Deondre explained.
    “So, what took you so long to tell me about it? I’ve been calling your damn phone for the last few hours. You couldn’t pick up and say shit, Dre? For real? I’m over here packed and ready to go, and you disappear.”
    “I’m sorry, but I was in the car with her and couldn’t answer when you were calling me.”
    “What else is new?” Shanice blew out an exasperated breath, “So, what happens now? I can already see that we aren’t leaving tonight, so are you coming to pick me up tomorrow?”
    “Ummm,” he paused, “I don’t think we gone be able to go.”
    “And why the fuck not?” Shanice questioned. “We made plans, and now you’re calling to tell me that they ain’t happening? What the hell am I supposed to do while