if it doesnât work. And if that doesnât work, youâll have to divide the flexor retinaculum to decompress the nerve.â
âWe can do it by keyhole surgery,â Oliver said.
She shook her head. âI know endoscopic techniquesââ keyhole surgery ââmean that patients recover faster, but thereâs less risk of a complication with the open technique, and more chance that youâll release the carpal tunnel fully. Half the time with endoscopic techniques you canât see well enough and you have to convert it to an open technique anyway.â
His turn for a peace offering. âWant me to refer her to you?â He knew Rachel didnât get to do as much minor surgery as sheâd like.
Rachel nodded. âPlease. Not that youâre a bad doctor. Sheâs just really, really scared of needles. Lucyââ the midwife for Hollybridge and the next village ââgave up in the end and sent her to me to do the antenatal blood tests.â
âThen youâd be the best doctor to calm her down. Sheâs used to you and she trusts you.â
âShe trusts you , Oliver. Everyone does.â
Did they? He wasnât so sure. Especially where his wife was concerned. âRach, what you were saying yesterday...â
âHmm?â
âAbout us. Iâve been thinking.â
She looked nervous; her brown eyes suddenly went very, very dark. âWhat about us?â
âYouâve got a point. We donât ever talk about us any more, only about work or the children.â
She nodded. âMaybe we shouldââ
But before she could finish, Rita, the practice receptionist, put her head round the door. âRachel, sorry to interrupt, Iâve got the hospital on the phone. Says itâs urgent.â
âHell. Iâm expecting some test results. If theyâre calling, that means bad news,â she said. She gave Oliver an apologetic smile. âSorry, I really need to take that call. Catch you later?â
âSure.â
Though he couldnât help wondering. What had she been about to suggest? He had no idea. He didnât know what Rachel was thinking a lot of the time nowadays. Maybe they could try again and talk tonight when the kids were in bed.
Maybe.
CHAPTER THREE
E XCEPT things didnât work out quite as Oliver planned. Surgery overran and the florist was closed when he got there, so he had to make do with what was left at the supermarket. Not the ideal choice, but the thought was what counted, wasnât it?
âThank you,â Rachel said politely when he handed her the huge bunch of carnations. Then she gave him a suspicious look. âWhat are they for?â
What did she mean? Heâd bought them because he knew she liked flowers. âDo I need an excuse to buy my wife flowers?â he demanded.
âNo-o.â
But she didnât sound that sure. He tried to remember when heâd last bought her flowersâexcept for birthdays and anniversariesâand drew a blank. Hell. No wonder she looked leery. She probably thought he was going to tell her that heâd promised to cover someone elseâs shifts and heâd bought the flowers out of guilt.
Well, he had bought them out of guilt.
âI thought maybe we could, um, spend some time together, tonight. Talk,â he muttered.
âOliver, I canât. Itâs the school PTA committee meeting tonight and I have to be thereâIâm the chair. I canât just back out at the last minute and let everyone down.â She sighed. âItâs been booked for weeks. You know I write everything on the calendar.â
The one that hung by the phone. The one he never really took any notice of.
âWhy donât you ever look at it?â she asked, almost as if sheâd read his thoughts.
Because, if there was anything important, Rachel always reminded him. She hadnât bothered this morning. So it