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They felt wonderfully cool as I slid between them. Adnan positioned the pillows so I could sit up against the headboard. He retrieved a tray that had been left on the desk. He carried it over with care. On it was a tureen, a bowl and a small baguette.
     
'This is a very mild bouillon ,' he said, pouring some into the bowl. 'You must eat.'
     
He handed me the spoon.
     
'Do you need help?' he asked.
     
I was able to feed myself – and the thin bouillon was restorative. I even managed to eat most of the baguette – my hunger overcoming the general lie-there-and-die listlessness I felt.
     
'You are being far too nice to me,' I said.
     
A small shy nod.
     
'My job,' he said and excused himself. When he returned some minutes later, he was carrying another tray – with a teapot and a cup.
     
'I have made you an infusion of verveine ,' he said. 'It will help you sleep. But you must first take all your medicines.'
     
He gathered up the necessary pills and a glass of water. I swallowed them, one by one. Then I drank some of the herbal tea.
     
'Are you on duty tomorrow night?' I asked.
     
'I start at five,' he said.
     
'That's good news. No one has been this nice to me since . . .'
     
I put my hand over my face, hating myself for that self-pitying remark – and trying to suppress the sob that was wailing up. I caught it just before it reached my larynx – and took a deep steadying breath. When I removed my hands from my eyes, I saw Adnan watching me.
     
'Sorry . . .' I muttered.
     
'For what?' he asked.
     
'I don't know . . . Everything, I guess.'
     
'You are alone here in Paris?'
     
I nodded.
     
'It is hard,' he said. 'I know.'
     
'Where are you from?' I asked.
     
'Turkey. A small village around a hundred kilometers from Ankara.'
     
'How many years in Paris?'
     
'Four.'
     
'Do you like it here?' I asked.
     
'No.'
     
Silence.
     
'You must rest,' he said.
     
He reached over to the desk and picked up a remote control, which he pointed at the small television that had been bracketed to the wall.
     
'If you are lonely or bored, there is always this,' he said, placing the remote in my hand.
     
I stared up at the television. Four pretty people were sitting around a table, laughing and talking. Behind them a studio audience was seated on bleachers, laughing whenever one of the guests made a funny comment – or breaking into loud applause when the fast-talking presenter encouraged them to cheer.
     
'I will come back and check on you later,' Adnan said.
     
I clicked off the television, suddenly drowsy. I looked at the boxes of medicine again. One of them read, Zopiclone . The name rang some sort of distant bell . . . something my doctor back in the States might have once recommended when I was going through one of my insomnia jags. Whatever the drug was, it was certainly creeping up on me quickly, blurring the edges of things, damping down all anxieties, diminishing the florescent glow of the room's blue chandelier, sending me into . . .
     
Morning . Or perhaps a moment just before morning. Gray dawn light was seeping into the room. As I stirred, I could sense that I was marginally better. I was able to put my feet on the floor and take slow, old-man steps into the bathroom. I peed. I splashed a little water on my face. I fell back into the blue room. I crawled into bed.
     
Monsieur Brasseur arrived with breakfast at nine. He knocked twice sharply on the door, then waltzed in without warning, placing the tray on the bed. No hello, no comment allez-vous, monsieur ? Just one question: 'Will you be staying another night?'
     
'Yes.'
     
He retrieved my bag. I signed another hundred dollars' worth of traveler's checks. He picked them up and left. I didn't see him for the rest of the day.
     
I managed to eat the stale croissant and the milky coffee. I turned on the television. I channel-surfed. The hotel only had the five French channels. Morning television here was as banal and inane as in the States. Game