as she tried to regain control of her emotions. She could not possibly explain to a stranger the bitter, black despondency which had consumed the Earl from the instant heâd realised he would never see again.
Lord Ellewood had lost far more than his sight when his carriage had overturnedâand so had all those who lovedhim. Sometimes Angelica wondered despairingly if he would ever again be the same man she had loved and admired for so much of her life.
For a few moments after her outburst there was silence in the sitting-room. The clock ticked steadily on, and a log collapsed with a shower of sparks in the fireplace, but neither Angelica nor Benoît paid any attention to their surroundings.
Benoît was watching her with slightly narrowed eyes. He didnât seem to be particularly offended by her explosion of anger, but she had certainly succeeded in commanding his full attention.
He stood up almost lazily and went over to her, looking down at her thoughtfully. She glanced at him briefly, but she couldnât bring herself to meet his eyes. She was too afraid he would see the pain behind her anger, and she was ashamed on her fatherâs behalf, as well as her own.
âI beg your pardon,â he said quietly. âI had no intention of insulting your father. I have no doubt that he is still a fine and noble man. But he was also a very active manâand the loss of his eyesight must have hurt him grievously.â
âIt has,â she whispered.
Benoîtâs unexpected understanding of her fatherâs plight disturbed her almost as much as his earlier words had upset and angered her. She found she was trembling with a mixture of confused emotions. She didnât object when Benoît took her hand and led her back to her chair. He picked up her brandy glass and gave it to her, then sat down again himself.
âI hate to disappoint you,â he said lightly, once more sounding completely relaxed and at ease, âbut I havenât been actively involved in the smuggling trade for nearly fifteen years. I am now an entirely respectable and, I regret to admit it, unromantic businessman.â
Angelica choked on the brandy and began to cough, her eyes watering. She started to rummage in her reticule, and then found that Benoît was presenting her with a spotless linen handkerchief.
âSo Iâm afraid you wonât hear any ponies trotting beneath your window tonight,â he continued, as she dried her eyes, âor see any mysterious lights shining from the landing casement. In fact, you will probably find your stay here as uneventful as a night under Sir Williamâs roof.
âActually,â he added reflectively, âyou may find your stay here rather more restful than it would be with âBlunderbuss Billyâ. I believe he has a habit of setting the whole household in an uproar whenever he goes out to chase my erstwhile companions in crime.â
Angelica smiled, in spite of herself.
âI can imagine,â she said, trying to summon up her usual good-humoured composure. âIâm sorry, sir. I had no right to speak to you so bitterly just now. Papa only told me about his meeting with you yesterday. I really wasnât sure what to expect of youâbut I assure you I will keep your secret as faithfully as Papa has always done.â
âThank you, my lady,â said Benoît gravely. âIs your father well in every other respect?â
âYes,â said Angelica, biting her lip. âIt was a carriage accident. The coach overturned and splinters of wood and glass went into his eyes,â she added, almost as if she felt impelled to do so, though Benoît hadnât asked for further details. âHe broke his arm and suffered a raging fever for several days, but now everything is mended except his eyes.â
She tried to sound matter-of-fact, but she couldnât disguise the bleakness in her voice. The Earlâs body might
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